November 12 is coming so soon that I can barely get everything prepared in time. It is a very special day because it will be Goddess Club's 5 Year Anniversary. Five years ago, on November 12, 1999, Goddess Club's website went online on the world wide web. Ironic that it should be called a "web", for in a way that is what I had weaved. Not that I think of Myself as a Black Widow Spider. My intentions are much more pure and righteous. Let Me explain in more detail so you can understand.

It all started when I was born. I was born in the year of the horse in the month of the Virgo and on the eighth day. I was born in the very early hours of the morning. All this gave Me the powers of three fires. The early hour being one fire element, the eighth day being another, and the horse sign being the third. It is written that people who hold three fire elements are tempersome yet extremely strong willed and powerful. Indeed I am. The horse sign also holds these very same characteristics and so does the Virgo. To "top" it all off (pun intended) I was born on the same day and month as the Virgin Mary. The eighth day of September.

Thus, a Goddess was born.

My Mother insisted on naming Me "Lorena". It was the name of a character in a Mystery/Romance book She was reading at the time of Her pregnancy. She never realized that the meaning of the name was "The Queen" and "To Rule" ("La Reigna"). So I was destined from birth to rule.

Growing up as a Goddess had not been easy. It is true that I had been blessed with beauty, brains, psychic ability, and the power to make men weak at the knees, but these very powers also made some people intimidated, resentful, and jealous. It has been a struggle but not one which I regret. I have lived a very full life and one in which I have helped so many people. That has been the best reason for birth of all, to help others. If I could have My way in heaven I would ask to become an Angel.

But I know this is not what you truly want to know. You want to know how I became a Goddess and what My life is like. Yes? Very well.

It all began with a prostitute I knew. Since I had only done sales clerk, waitress, secretary, and modelling jobs, She literally flaunted Her lavish lifestyle and continued to hint that I should join the trade. I hated the concept. To be used as a sex object and to cater to men's sexual urges. I also knew it could be dangerous since some men's idea of good sex involved degrading, abusing, and harming Women. It was not for Me. But after badgering Me for a year or two, one day when I was arguing over these facts with Her She blurts out "Why don't you become a Dominatrix?". My mind quickly flashes back in time to when I was twelve and I was being shown a Penthouse magazine by a Girl even younger than I. When I flipped through it and found the comic Wicked Wanda, I said to Myself without hesitation, "That is what I want. I want to be Her." I also reflected back on when I was 14 years old and had been reading "Penthouse Forums and Letters" (which I had found during a search while I was at a babysitting job) and being drawn to the story about a toilet slave. The flashback fades and I look at My friend who made the suggestion and reply with interest, "What do I have to do to become a Dominatrix?"

I was a professional Mistress fulltime for five years. Bondage, whipping, cages, enemas, nails through penises, spankings, golden showers, and other fascinating acts which the normal world has been known to term as being "sick", "perverse", and "kinky". But is it? I suppose every person has a different opinion of what is kinky and it is based on whatever they themselves would never consider doing. With this in mind I confess that I find nothing kinky.

So I dominated men in exchange for money. Why would any Woman leave such a perfect situation? One word. Selfish. Not Me, the men. Some days I wish they would define that word in the dictionary by showing a picture of a man. Of course there are Women who are selfish also but when you consider which gender mostly destroys the planet, starts wars, murders other beings, and thinks only for themself, men come to mind.

Do I hate men? No. I only hate what men do sometimes, and for that very reason I decided to become a Goddess.

When I had enough of catering to men's fetishes and I found it to be unfulfilling to Myself I tried incorporating Goddess Worship into each session. I suggested to the client that he could bathe Me and most often they agreed eagerly (Being beautiful and in your twenties has it's advantages). After My bath I then suggested he put lotion on Me and massage Me. Again the men would jump at the opportunity. They seemed to not mind these rituals and eventually forgot about getting his fetish fulfilled. This pleased Me greatly. Finally I was able to experience REAL domination. I had a man serving Me in the way I wanted, and he was paying Me for this "privilege". Some clients returned for more, some did not. The latter most likely realized after they left that they had been manipulated to please Me instead of Me pleasing them. If he wanted that he could get that kind of manipulation from his Wife. So I lost some of them and those did not become regular clients. But I had started something that would later become My fulltime career and lifestyle as a Goddess.

Part Two

Forcing men to treat Me like a Goddess instead of a fetish-catering prostitute did not make for very good money. The selfish motives of the clients brought a realization. That I had to cater to their fetish to make the bigger money or I would have to learn to be content making less money by taking only the few clients who were into Goddess Worship (and those clients who knew that Goddess Worship did not always mean "Body" Worship and certainly not oral sex!) I decided I had enough.

I quit and tried My hand at designing clothes. Since I had already been designing My own Goddess costumes to wear in sessions with clients, designing robes and sarongs seemed quite simple. But selling them was not so easy for I had to sew all day and night and then take them from store to store. Being a Goddess had been much more enjoyable, and less work. One of My robes was purchased by a movie company to be used in their film, pagans bought robes and tunics, and the sarongs sold themselves. Although it was too much work sewing and running the products around town. I even had to pay alot of money getting colour catalogues made and advertising was not cheap. From Goddess to slave labour. After one year I called it quits.

I took time out to clear My head. I did not want to go back to being a Dominatrix but I was out of ideas. I also did not want to work at a 9 to 5 job as a clerk or secretary (being a Goddess is a hard act to follow and so re-entering the work force is not easy). I lived off of the savings I had saved up from the Dominatrix work. The yearnings to help people never left Me, nor would it ever. So I decided to start a volunteer job. I was accustomed to creating My own careers so naturally I started My own volunteer organization. I called it "Angels". I posted signs all over town, offering assistance to Women in need. I was flooded with calls. Soon I realized I would need help being helpful. I met with several Women who said they would volunteer. Work with no pay leads to unreliable non-motivated people. When I needed the help the Women would not come through. They only wanted help, not to give it. So I gave up.

The need for Sisterhood did not leave Me. Neither did the desire to find a true submissive male. So I posted an ad for a male slave. After receiving numerous replies I finally found a man who was suitable. We/we enjoyed many experiences together. he had a tendency to be excessive but this proved to be to My advantage for there was nothing he would not try, and I like variety in life so We/we were like two peas in pod, except on opposite ends. You might say We/we completed each other. But it came to an end when I found out he was a compulsive liar and extremely unfaithful. But the experiences were something I would never forget and it lead to an incredible book.

Femaria, City of Women.

It took sometime to come up with the perfect title for My book. I wanted a title that would catch the attention of the right people and I wanted the title to speak for the content of the story. I also contemplated over the name of the city I was to create. It had to be Feminine. I wrote out a long list of possibilities on paper and came up with Femaria. I thought it was perfect, just like the story itself, so I put it in My book's title. After one month of determined writing (and screaming at the telephone to stop ringing while I was busy writing a work of art), My book was finished. I had typed it on an old electronic typerwriter and used gallons of white-out. I re-read the entire book and made corrections in ink. Once edited it was ready for publishing. Not quite.

While I had been writing My book I dwelled back on the fact that I needed to make a Sisterhood of Women. I found Women to be so insecure, jealous, and competitive. I wanted them to unite and to help each other and I was determined to make it happen. In the story of My book I wrote about a gathering place for Women where they could be together while being served by men. I wanted to make this wonderful place a reality. I knew it would not be easy to accomplish this in this male dominated world. But I knew someone who had a website and I was inspired by the idea of having My own website for Women, knowing it would also give Me the opportunity to market My book as well as My clothing designs. But alas, I had never ever used a computer before and knew nothing about them. They seemed complex and technical, a machine built by men for men. When has that ever stopped Me?! I could learn anything. And so I did.

With the very last of My savings I bought the most affordable computer I could find (the very one I still use today! Five years old and still going strong!). Having spent My last dollar I knew it was My last chance at freedom. If this plan did not work it was back to the dungeon job or working for someone else (Hell no!). So I knew I had to make this work. With determination (and a great deal of Virgo/Horse stubbornness) I plugged in this computer and sat in front of it with a blank stare (okay work, damn it). Not having a clue how to make this machine work for Me, I called My friend who had a website. They rushed on over and showed Me the basics. They kept stating how amazed they were at how fast I could learn. They said (and I quote), "Your mind is like a sponge!" (Not soft and squishy, but absorbant). Using the basics they were able to teach Me with the limited time they had (owning a website is very time-consuming), within a month I had designed My website. Again I was in a position in which I needed to think up a name. I thought about My book and where I had the Goddesses of the story meet. No, I thought. But I liked the idea of using "Goddess" in the title. Since I was creating the website for Women and a place for them to meet I decided to add "club" to the website's name. And so this is how "Goddess club" came to be.

Five Years Later.

It is hard to believe that I have been doing this for five years now. So much has happened. I do not know where to begin.

I have met many Women. Some have posed for pictures, some starred in My twenty films, and those who were unable to show their face or identity still remained members and became good friends of Mine. I would like to meet more Women. The Women I meet on the internet are generally professional Mistresses or models who want an exchange of money or traffic and hits. They care not about finding a Sisterhood. I find that meeting Women in person tends to be much better since generally they do not have an ulterior motive. One Woman in particular has been a great help to Me. She became My Assistant and good friend. Friendship creates a very strong bond, especially among Women. No man could ever get in the way of Our friendship. Currently She is learning about training men and She will eventually own many slaves of Her own. Her slaves will have to serve both of Us. We share clothes. Why not men?

Speaking of men, I have trained so many slaves. Some I have even met in person. Most of the men travelled many miles to meet with Me. Meeting worshipper slave tom s. #1 has been the most memorable. he wrote about Our/our meeting in an article and that article is posted on this website. he did quite well in his training and now he serves his Wife faithfully and happily. It makes Me feel good to know I helped them in this way. (But secretly I wished he had been single so I could own him as My 24/7 slave.)

That was My favorite meeting. My favorite slave overall? worshipper slave x.j.. Why him, you ask? Because he has been My slave loyally since March 2000 (over four and a half years!). I have other slaves who have served Me longer but this slave has pleased Me in other ways as well. he did very well in his training and passed with good grades, he has never ever treated Me with disrespect (not even an argument), and he has always done whatever he could to serve Me and please Me. For instance, he has helped Me with technical computer problems, sent Me beautiful gifts worthy of a Goddess such as fine jewellery and clothing, he sent Me a G-3 Canon Digital Camera, he paid for My DVD Recording Machine (worshipper slave luis paid Me for partial payment of it and worshipper slave x.j. sent Me the remaining balance I needed to buy it), and he has been comforting when I needed it most. he is the slave I would most like to meet.

They are a great number of people who want to meet Me, even famous people. I have also had numerous offers to star in TV talk shows, authors have wanted to interview Me for their books, students have interviewed Me for their class essays, I am considering a starring role in a Femme Fatale movie that I had been offered, and I am always influencing and inspiring Women of the world to follow in My Divine footsteps (one Hollywood actress in particular has copied ideas from Me).

On the subject of movies, My favorite film to make was "Goddess Party". Telling Women over dinner (a dinner which one of My slaves cooked and served) why Women should dominate men, and demonstrating on My slave while they watched in fascination, was one of the most fulfilling and rewarding moments of My life. The two Women who starred in it with Me were inexperienced in the world of FemDom and that was why I chose them for the part. It shows in the film and that is exactly what I wanted to capture. The inquisitive nature of their questions, the bold answers, and the surprise and intrique on their faces and in their voices. And so it was a hit. One of My most popular films.

slaves favorite video? "How to Worship a Goddess, Volume One". It was one of the first films I ever filmed and the freshness and seriousness of My stern lectures holds every slave's attention from start to finish.

The most fun film to make was "Mistress's pet". Making My slave dress, act, and bark like a dog was so empowering, not to mention amusing. I would love to keep a slave as a permanent dog. Anyone interested?

What is yet to come?

Obviously I am not going to go away, not without a fight. Getting linked in the beginning had been a challenge. Not many webowners are caring enough to link a new website. All they ever care about is getting good traffic and hits without having to give any back. I am thoroughly disgusted at what I have experienced with other websites over the past five years. Browsers have no idea about this side of owning a website and slaves are naive in thinking that all FemDom websites are working together in love and harmony. Hah! Most FemDom websites are in fact owned by men and those that are owned by Women are actually the most difficult to link with. Thus We review link partners weekly to make certain they are honouring Our link exchange and not jerking Us around. The internet is like a soup bowl full of independant unprofessional inexperienced entrepreneurs who will do anything for a buck. That may seem harsh but for those of you who own websites (and for five years or more) you can fully relate to this comment and right now are yelling "That's right!". But a very special thank you to those who did link with Me in the beginning. Karma pays well. Goddess Club is one of the highest hit FemDom websites on the internet. Enjoy the traffic Goddess Club sends you. You deserve it. To those of you who did not link Me and keep begging for an exchange now? Kiss My _ _ _ and I might consider your plea.

If it is so troublesome, why am I here?

Have you not been paying attention? Having men by the balls and being treated like a Goddess is what I live for. I receive on average one hundred emails a day and most of them are what you would term as "fan mail". So many people email Me, Women as well as men, and praise Me for the work I am doing and thank Me for being here. Many have been loyal visitors from day one and continue to visit Goddess Club's website after all these years to learn even more from My teachings. Although I would like to do this forever, if I should have to stop for whatever reason I can feel at peace knowing that I have done so much to help people.

Perhaps I have become that Angel afterall.

My blessings,

Supreme Goddess Lorena of Goddess Club, and Queen of Femaria

Copyright © October 27, 2004 GoddessClub.com, All Rights Reserved.
(Night of the Moon Eclipse)


Email Me: Email Supreme Goddess Lorena

Visit My new website: Academy For slaves

Read worshipper slave tom #1's article: Read Article

Read more about worshipper slave x.j.: This Month's worshipper

Be trained by Me: slave Training Directory

Be owned by Me: 24/7 slavery Directory

See the video "Goddess Party"

See the video "Mistress's pet"

Read the article on My childhood: "Being Born A Dominant Woman In A male dominant World"

Read the article: "How Goddess Club and Goddess Worship Has Changed The World"

A Special Thanks To:

Goddess Alison
For being the best Assistant a Supreme Goddess could ask for. Without Her help I would not have lasted these first five years.

Goddess Carole
For contributing advice to Goddess Club's advice section, for training Her slave husband through My slave training program, and for being a good friend.
(She is sadly missed by All/all of this world.)

Goddess Christine
For contributing articles, promoting the slave training program, and being a good friend.

Goddess Diana
For contributing advice to Goddess Club's advice section, and for helping to promote Goddess Club even from day one.
(I cannot begin to express My appreciation for Her kindness.)

Goddess K.
For contributing advice to Goddess Club's advice section, for helping to promote the slave training program, and being a delight to meet in person.

Goddess L.
For being a great help to Me. For Your caring, support, and understanding. You kept Me motivated and convinced Me never to give up.

Goddess S.
For contributing advice to Goddess Club's advice section, and for being a good friend.

The Models
To those Women who were willing to be dressed in exciting outfits, to be served by men and catered to, to be referred to as "Goddess", and to be made a star (amateur or not) by being in My films or by modelling in pictures.

My Mother
For naming Me "Lorena" at birth, which helped guide Me onto the right path, and for inspiring Me through Your own life experiences.
(If You had listened to My GrandMother and named Me differently, or if You lived a different childhood, or married a different man to be My father, I might not have become the Goddess I am today and so many would have been lost without My guidance. I and the Virgin Mary thank You.)



Webhost
For being willing to host an adult website. Although not without it's problems it is just as profitable, and in My case the website can sometimes remain online longer than others. (I really should be getting a discount by now.)

ISP
For being willing to send and receive so many emails for Us these past five years. 100 emails a day X 365 days X 5 years = 182,500 emails (not including Our replies.) An applaud to Our ISP!

E-Commerce Provider (s)
To the numerous e-commerce providers who were willing (some for longer than others) to take credit card payment transactions for adult merchants tangible products. (Do not blame the e-commerce providers, nor the banks, nor visa. Somethings are bigger than they seem.) Cash is such a splendid thing, is it not.

Link Partners and Affiliates
To those website owners who gave Goddess Club a banner exchange or link exchange, and a very special thank you to those who linked Goddess Club without expecting or asking for a reciprocal link exchange up front. Also a note of appreciation to all of Our affiliates who are working hard at earning their percentage by promoting Goddess Club throughout the internet (I am certain all trainee slaves thank you also).



slave bob
For being a giant help to Goddess Alison (his Owner), and to Me as well.

slave c.
For being a good 24/7 slave that I can be proud to own. you have assisted Me with filming, photo shoots, errands, meetings, and always tried your best to be here when I need you (as would any good slave). May you always be deserving of your branding and never forget it's meaning.

slave christopher m.
For serving Me by contributing articles and stories to Goddess Club's website, and gifts to My Goddess Temple.

slave ian
For doing what he could to serve Me as well as to worship Me, and for contributing to My Goddess Temple so Goddess Club could prosper.

slave john p.
For helping to promote Goddess Club through advertising and by contributing stories to Goddess Club's website.

slave luis
For helping make Goddess Club and the slave training program a success by contributing articles and by sending Me tributes for much needed items such as a digital camera and a DVD Recorder. As all good slaves know, owning a website and training slaves can be extremely costly for Mistresses and it is a slave's duty to offer the Mistress (or Goddess) his assistance whether financially or otherwise.

slave p.
For being by My side (and always being on My side) when I needed it most for ten years now. you know Me better than anyone, know where I came from, where I am, and where I want to go from here. Without your help and understanding (and regular late night intellectual telephone conversations, venting included) I might not have had the insanity (or sarcasm) to continue. you give Me logic when I feel frustrated, positive outlook when I feel negative, confidence when I feel worried, and alternatives when I feel angry and tempted to give up. Although you feel these men do not deserve Me and they are too selfish to change, I appreciate you sticking by Me for the five years I have been on this path regardless of your personal opinions. Also, as time has proven (as I said it would) slave m. is worth less than the dirt under My feet compared to your loyalty and devotion. I thank you for proving Me right (once again).

slave tom s.#1
For contributing to Goddess Club's success by writing articles, advice, and promoting it elsewhere. Also for giving Me the Toshiba laptop (although a generous and much treasured gift, I regret it did not last as long as I). I enjoyed the dinner at the Observatory and am willing to go again if you are (but only if We/we can have that much fun in the gondola again).

slave x.j.
For serving Me well for almost the entire five years that Goddess Club has been online. you have been here almost since day one and you have done so much to earn your keep, so to speak. The contributions you have given Me has helped Me to buy much needed items which I could not have done without. The gifts you sent Me, such as the Canon G-3 Digital Camera, have helped Me made Goddess Club's website much more professional and appealing. The lavish presents each Valentines, Easter, Birthday, and Christmas, made Me feel much more like a Goddess. And last but not least the advice you have contributed, the articles you have written, and the support you have given Me by email has made these past five years much more easier, not to mention more pleasurable. The only thing that could make it better would be to have you cuddling at My feet (My slippers make a nice pillow).

work slaves
To the numerous slaves who have worked in one way or another to make Goddess Club prosper, whether it was by promoting it here or elsewhere, photographing Me and the other Goddesses, offering technical assistance, working hard at your regular job so you could contribute your wages to Me as tributes, or working hard for Me in other ways. Thank you, slaves. you have served Me well in this way. Keep up the good work!

artist slaves
To the slaves who have served Me and contributed to Goddess Club by drawing, sketching, and painting My Divine image. Thank you, slaves. you should feel very proud to see copies of your artwork in Goddess Club's Art Gallery and to know that the originals hang on the walls of My Goddess Temple where other Goddesses can admire your art.

trainee slaves
To the thousands of slaves I have trained over the past five years (you have now become too many to name and list here but you know who you are) I thank you for enrolling in training for that is why I had started this mission in the first place and why Goddess Club exists. I am especially pleased that most of you have obtained My videos and other training tools so that I could use them to train you better. A special thank you to those who have written and contributed articles about your training experience.

To those who I may have forgotten to list here, I would never forget you in My mind or in My heart and I most sincerely thank you for helping make Goddess Club a success!




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