by Supreme Goddess Lorena
It is always
surprising how much it scares people to be good or to talk about religion. I
suppose the reason might relate to the saying, "Trust God, Question Religion".
This article, in diary form, is for those of you who have the intelligence and
ability to believe in a more spiritual world, not just a physical existance.
June 18, 2007
I cannot get over how much more I have learned these past weeks. Goddess Isis
has been sending Me all these messages. If I have a nagging question She immediately
hints which book or movie I should watch to find the answer, and I immediately
find the answer in it. More on this later.
I also seem to have the ability to make things happen in the world. I do not
just mean about how I have managed to spread Goddess Worship and Female Domination
in the mainstream word, but also if I talk to a friend about a particular person
or subject, then it happens right away. Sometimes it will be in the news or
it occurs in a movie I watch later that day. It is always something very usual
and not at all normal or common so it is becoming very scary. It is also becoming
more frequent.
At times this ability makes Me worry that the world and the people in it are
not real and that this must be a dream or perhaps My own world that I have created
and so I can change it anyway I want (such as in the movie "What Dreams
May Come"). Alas, after so many of My friends have witnessed this bizarre
ability of Mine and they pinch Me and assure Me that they are in fact very real
and do exist, I must instead assume that this ability of Mine only means that
someone from beyond is trying to communicate with Me and this is the only way
they know how.
For instance as I was writing
this a Girlfriend of Mine walked in the
room and informed Me of how ironic it is that She just heard on the radio a
beer commercial in which someone was using a bow and arrow and how ironic it
is that only just this morning I had told Her about the dream I had last night
about vikings who were practising archery with bows and arrows shortly before
being invaded by scots who wore dark green tartans. (The vikings, including
Women and children, had been warned of the scots arriving and so quickly lay
down together and ate poisoned food to avoid being captured, tortured, raped,
and killed.)
Another example: Her and I had played around with a Ouija board the other night
just for fun. Nothing happened. After I asked spirits to communicate with Us
and to send Us messages We laid Our hands upon the movabe object and it never
budged an inch (so We gave up, put the board aside, and played around with tarot
cards instead). But the very next day She heard a DJ on the radio talk about
a Ouija board and then later that same day one of My slaves and I had been talking
and I mentioned to him that I have been experimenting with tarot cards recently.
he immediately asked Me if I have ever used a Ouija board.
Since I noticed I have this ability I decided to test it. Last week I asked
the spirits to send Me a blue dog (knowing full well this was not a common occurance
and that it would be a tricky feat to accomplish and so if it did happen then
it would indeed prove I had a very strong power, or that the spirit did) I spoke
it outload in case they could only hear the spoken word (Angels hear silent
prayers, whereas spirits can only hear spoken words), and I spoke it in front
of a Girlfriend so I could have a witness. For a couple of days nothing happened.
No blue dog appeared. I started to wonder if I might just spot a dog dyed blue
with hairdye since so many people are now foolishly dying their white poodles
pink. I also worried I had asked something impossible that even a spirit could
not accomplish. I figured they would just send Me a silverish or blueish grey
dog. A couple more days passed and still nothing. Then one day I was walking
outdoors late at night. As I was walking along a sidewalk and coming up to a
parked truck I was told (by some inner voice) to look inside the truck. Inside
the truck I could see a blue light shining in the cab along the dashboard. I
figured it was for an alarm, although usually those lights are red. Then I saw
sitting on the dash an ornament of a white dog. In the blue light the dog appeared
to look blue. It was wearing a hula skirt (which is significant to Me as well
because I love Hawaii and I recently pointed out a Hula Girl dashboard ornament
to a Girlfriend of Mine). They sent Me the sign I had asked for, a blue dog.
So what does it all mean? I now have numerous comfirmations that I can make
changes in the world, that I can predict things that are going to happen, that
I dream about the past as well as events that later happen, and that spirits
can send Me messages. Now what?
Anyways, back to the messages Goddess Isis has been sending Me. This past week
She asked Me to watch the movie "Indiana Jones and the Last Crusade"
again and then "CatWoman" again. This is what She taught Me this time:
Three knights (Knight Templars) had found the Holy Grail and with it began their
journey back to France. It is said that only one knight made it back home and
that upon his return he had grown old (most likely because his journey had taken
so long).
Since the breasts of Women nurture life with Mother's milk, cups
were shaped like the breasts of Women. To drink from a cup was to be nourished
just as a baby is nourished by it's Mother's breast. This is why it is believed
that the Holy Grail might be a cup, or that it might in fact refer to the Woman
who is to give life to Jesus's child (Mary Magdalene). (This is also the reason
why bras were given a "cup" size.)
Ironically Harrison Ford, who plays Indiana Jones, had first been a carpenter
before he had become an actor. Jesus had been a carpenter as well. So had I.
At the age of sixteen I had been a carpenter. I was the only Female who had
passed the carpentry course and training (the men had done everything in their
power to try to make Me fail and to test Me with the hardest work, but I still
passed much to their surprise).
Hollywood was named after Holly Wood, which was a stick from a holy bush that
Merlin has used since it carries special power. Thus why holly is used at Christmas.
Holly actually means "holy". Perhaps because holly looks alot like
the thorny branch of a rose bush which had been Jesus's crown at his crucifixion.
Holland had been named after Goddess Holl who is the
Ancestress of families and the Mother of
lost Women. Holland (Hol-land) means "to make whole" (or better yet
"to make holy") and is the Motherland. My Mother's Mother had been
from Holland.
The word "virgin" means "belonging to no man", and "one
in herself". A virgin is unexploited, not in man's control, and cannot
be possessed. Children born out of wedlock are called "virgin-born".
(As I was writing this a Girlfriend entered the room to ask Me "Do You
like Indiana Jones?" There it is again! She informs Me that She just heard
on the radio that Indiana Jones number four is now being filmed. See what I
mean?!)
In La Magdelaine, France, at
the entrance of a cave there are two carvings/sculptures
in the rock of two naked Women which face each other. The vulva is a triangle
and on one it is deeply cut (possibly representing childbirth). The triangle
is a symbol for the vagina and for Female. (Could Mary Magdalene have given
birth in this cave in France after fleeing the caves of Mount Sinai in Egypt
near Israel where She had written the Gospel of Mary?) (Did you know that in
New York City there is a hospital named Mount Sinai? How about the fact that
the Statue of Liberty in New York is meant to be Goddess Isis, and that Cleopatra's
second obelisk was moved from Alexandria, Egypt to Washington, DC?)
Isis knew the secret of the real name of Ra, the sun god. Remember, the freemasons
study Egyptology, Isis, and they also know the secret name of God which a freemason
had hidden within the walls of King Solomon's Temple (yes, the same temple which
the freemasons want to rebuild). The freemasons believe that reading the name
of God backwards gives a special power.
God spelled backwards is
dog.
The antichrist is to be born
of a jackal (dog). (Possibly he half man, half dog. A werewolf?)
Devil spelled backwards is
LIVED. (Lucifer backwards is Reficul. Does this mean anything?)
Hello = Hell Low (hell).
Hi = High (heaven). (Consider this the next
time you greet someone.)
men like dogs, Women
like cats.
Cats were sacred in Egypt.
Bastet was the protector of Women.
The Egyptian Mau cats are "Messengers of Bast/Bastet".
Satanics kill children and cats in their rituals.
Feline = Female.
The Egyptian Anhk is the symbol of Female.
Obviously there is enough evidence that Women are considered powerful and sacred,
and this scares men so much that they have tried extremely hard to cover up
and hide this fact from everyone. I am certainly not one of those Women who
is going to allow this to happen. Even in death I will be speaking and living
through others to spread My message, just as Goddess Isis and Mother Mary do
through Me.
More on Dogs
versus Cats
More on Origins
of Words
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June 5, 2007
Power and Greed 101:
700 AD-Islam conquered Jerusalem (Je + rus + a + lem) (Jew + Horus
+ a Lamb?).
800-900 AD-Many Christians fled to Sicily and Calabria in Italy.
1070 AD-Arab Muslims conquered Jerusalem, and then came the Turks. (Must
everyone come over uninvited?!) (So many
more Christians fled to the safety of Sicily and Calabria.)
1071 AD-Normans and the House of Anjou conquered Sicily and Calabria.
1070-1071 AD-During the invasion, Monks in Calabria (who may have originated
from Jerusalem) now fled to Orval in Belgium for safety. Godfroi de Bouillon's
Aunt and foster Mother, Mathilde de Toscane, the Duchess of Lorraine, gave the
monks santuary. They build a temple.
1099 AD-Jerusalem falls completely. Raymond, Count of Toulouse, offers Godfroi
the throne. Godfroi declines (smart move. Jerusalem
only seems to attract more bloodshed) and
instead accepts the title "Defender of the Holy Sepulchre" and builds
an abby on Mount Sion.
1100 AD-Godfroi dies and his brother inherits his title. (How suspicious.)
1108 AD-The monks at Orval leave. (Why and for where?)
1114 AD-The Count of Champagne donates land at Clairvaux to Saint Bernard for
the purpose of building an abbey.
he then establishes a court at Troyes (where the Holy Grail legend began).
Saint Bernard's uncle, Andre de Montbard of the Ordre de Sion, joins with Hugues
de Payen in founding the Knights Templar.
Andre's two brothers join Saint Bernard at Clairvaux.
Saint Bernard becomes a Templar.
(Could some of the Knights
Templar, or members of the
Ordre de Sion, have been the Monks of Orval?)
1115 AD-Saint Bernard of the Cistercian (Sister?) Order becomes the spokesman
of Christendom. Suddenly he becomes wealthy. (Why is it that everytime someone
found out something important about Jesus back then that they preferred to be
paid to keep their mouth shut about it? Obviously all of these men were more
interested in being rich than in religion or sharing the truth.)
Between 1115-1140 AD All Knights Templars and Cistercians become wealthy. (No
wonder everyone wanted to join the organization! They got paid to keep a secret,
with this secret they had control over the churches, were treated like royalty,
and were able to walk around in metal armour and carry a big sword. Although
I learned most of them just sat around and got drunk.)
1124 AD-The Count
of Champagne who had donated the land to
them now also becomes a Templar.
1131 AD-Saint Bernard is given the Abbey of Orval.
1187 AD-Jerusalem was taken by Saracens and supposedly only due to treason by
the Grand Master of the Temple, Gerard de Ridefort. (Who let him in?!)
1188 AD-Due to that treason (and loss of Jerusalem
all over again) the Ordre
de Sion decides to cut ties with the Order of the Temple (wise decision. The
Knights Templar
were just greedy blackmailing drunks anyways. Besides they were taking over
land in almost every country.)
Surprisingly enough the Knights Templar must have learned from this mistake
and decided to be more careful electing their Grand Masters, because they existed
for over another one hundred years.
1307 AD-Not a good number. On Friday October 13, 1307 King Philippe ordered
that all Knights Templars in France (or at least the ones he thought were important)
be captured. Over a period
of many years they were questioned, tortured,
and killed (that secret they vowed to keep must be quite the secret!).
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May 30, 2007
On May 11 I visited the property where I had grown up. The neighbor (who had
already been creepy and I had been warned to stay away from) now has a huge
image of the Eye of Horus spray painted on the side of his recreational trailer.
The paint looked very old but I do not recall it being there in My childhood.
The irony of how that drawing relates to My childhood is uncanny. It obvious
must mean something in regards to My destiny.
It only gets more bizarre. On May 27 I went out for dinner at a local restaurant
with a Girlfriend and when a brunette Waitress passed by Our table I saw that
She had a tattoo of the Eye of Horus on Her ankle. Then the very next day (May
28) I was at a local beach with another Girlfriend of Mine and We both saw a
blonde Woman who had the Eye of Horus tattooed on Her back. We asked Her why
She chose that symbol and She replied, "Because I like Egypt". These
were three signs of the exact same image within the same month! A male and I
discuss the bizarre coincidences which always happen to Me so I decided to tell
him about these three signs and ask his opinion on what it could possibly mean.
I mentioned that it was not like I had seen three different types of images,
such as a pyramid one day and then a Goddess Isis tattoo another day. Instead
all three were the "Eye of Horus" so it must mean something important.
Then today (May 30) the spirits, or whoever is sending Me these signs, besides
to do just that. Today I was at another beach but with the same Girlfriend and
We were shocked to see a brunette Woman with an Egyptian Ankh tattooed above
Her shoulderblades. It was the very first tattoo I saw on a Woman since May
28 when We had seen the other tattooed Woman at the other beach. Again I am
being sent signs about Egypt which I am expected to solve. Why is this happening
and what does it all mean?! For more about the many signs "they" send
Me and possible reasons why, read the rest of this webpage then read My
Profile.
A male recently pointed out that in Germany near the border to France there
was/is a state by the name of "Lorraine". In french Lorena and Lorraine
are one of the same. Lorena in latin is "La Reigna" (The Ruler). Lorraine
is french but when translated to latin it is "La Reign" (The Ruler).
Did you ever wonder why the Egyptian Ankh (which means eternal life) is almost
the exact same symbol as the Female symbol? Women give life so could the ankh
actually be a symbol of the power of the Feminine spirit? It is too much of
a coincidence to ignore. Could King Solomon, the Knights Templar, the Freemasons,
the Rosicrucians,
and the Illuminati know the true meaning behind these similarities? (I
wonder if My father knew, since he had been a Rosicrucian.)
On the subject of Kings, did you know that My father's Mother's Maiden name
had been "King"? Even more ironic, Her name was Margaret (My middle
name) and She was from England. Should I have My last name changed to Her Maiden
name? That would make My name Lorena King (meaning The Queen King). Tempting.
As for Princesses, on May 25 I had told a slave and also a Girlfriend of Mine
that Princess Diana (aka Princess Di) had been dating the Egyptian man Dodi
(Do Di) and that Dodi's father Mohamed Al Fayed (who wanted them to marry in
the hopes he could become a part of the royal family) in fact owns the chain
of stores in England "Harrods" which sells Egyptian artifacts and
giftware. Only two days after We discuss these facts, I then see that the new
issues of "People" magazine and "Good Housekeeping" magazine
have Princess Diana on the cover. Another shocking coincidence! (Either that
or I can make things happen.)
Did you know that Queen Elizabeth II is a Freemason? So do they dislike the
power of Egypt, or honour it? Let us consider the following facts.
Goddess Isis was born on September 8, as Mary was supposedly but 2000 years
after Isis. (I was born on
September 8 also.)
Goddess Isis was known as the "Queen of Heaven", as was Mary.
Horus, who was Isis's son, was born on December 25, as Jesus was supposedly
but 2000 years after Horus. (Notice the similarity of their names.) The
name Jesus could easily be from the word Jew and the name Horus.
(Je + sus) translating to the "Jewish Horus".
Goddess Isis and Horus were named "Virgin and Child", as was Jesus
and Mary but 2000 years later.
Jesus believed the Holy Spirit was Female.
The Pagans believed (and most still do) that there are two Gods. One male god
who is god of the earthly world, and one Female God who is God of the heavens
and spiritual world. When you reach a higher spiritual level, you advance beyond
this material world (thus heaven).
It is believed Jesus might very well have been a Pagan.
Jesus had three Women in his life and whom he was closest with. Mary Magadalene,
his Mother Mary, and his Sister Mary. Three Marys. What are the chances of that?
(It is interesting that Maya means Mary, as in Mayan.)
Jesus had been born in the Age of Pisces, which is why they use a fish to symbolize
Christianity. The opposite side of the zodiac wheel will inform you of the most
likely zodiac sign of your parent who will give birth to you. In the Age of
Pisces the zodiac sign direct opposite from Pisces was the VIRGO. (It is interesting
to note that the Minoan period, which worships the bull, was during the Age
of Tauras, the bull.)
After Jesus was crucified (if he had in fact been) and risen from the dead (obviously
in spirit only, and his body moved to protect it and to be given a proper burial
elsewhere), Mary Magdalene then fled to Egypt where She hid in the caves of
the Sinai desert (near the border of Israel) to write Her gospel (one of many
which would become a part of the Nag Hammadi Gospels and had been originally
written in Egyptian), and possibly to give birth as well? She did tell the King
of Israel that Jesus would live on thru Her (She also showed him a bloody red
egg to signify this).
King Solomon fell in love with the Queen of Sheba, a Pagan.
A Freemason building King Solomon's temple hid the "Name of God" in
the temple walls. he was killed for not revealing it's location and the name.
(The Freemasons believe that if you say this name backwards, it gives a certain
power. I assume it is not "dog"? Although it is actually a strong
possibility since the antichrist is born of a jackal, a dog, and since Goddess
Isis made Bastet and other cats the protector of Women, especially Women who
are pregnant. Ironically doctors nowadays warn pregant Women to stay away from
cats stressing that cats are a health hazard to Her unborn baby. Boloney!)
Around 1114 The Knights Templar (who were possibly also England's King Arthur's
"Knights of the Round Table" later on?) (some of the knights might
also have been the Monks of Oval in Belgium in 1070) had escavated the ruins
of King Solomon's temple and found this treasure (the Holy Grail?). With this
in their possession they then built their own temple upon these ancient ruins
and controlled the churches (as the Ordre de Sion and Cistercians had done previously,
as later by Sauniere of France as well), until the churches could take no more
loss of power, money, and property. On
Friday October the 13th, 1307 the Knights
Templar in France (as ordered by King Philippe) were caught, tortured, and eventually
killed. A few of them managed to escape with the "treasure" and become
Freemasons. (The Freemasons now want to rebuild King Solomon's temple but resist
because they believe the scriptures of Revelations in the bible that state by
doing this it will bring the end of the world.)
In 1850 the French excavated
the ruins in Egypt in the search of a certain
treasure.
England then fought for and conquered Egypt. Soon England had Egypt stripped
of it's hidden treasures also. (Perhaps they were looking for something in particular,
such as the French had been.)
The Freemasons now use Egyptian pyramids and the "Eye of Horus" in
their designs (including the American one dollar bill!).
The Queen of England (Elizabeth II) is a known Freemason.
Princess Diana (who hated being called "Princess Di", for obvious
reasons since the nickname cursed Her and brought about Her death)
had been dating the Egyptian man Emad Fayed (aka Dodi, ironically Do Di).
Dodi's father Mohamed Al Fayed
had been born in Alexandria, Egypt. he
designed Egyptian furniture, then made commission being a broker for oil sales
transactions between the British and Saudi Arabia. Rich from this he then bought
the Ritz Hotel in Paris (the very hotel Diana and Dodi had stayed at the night
before they died). After restoring the Ritz Hotel he then restored the french
villa "Bois de Boulogne" for the Duke and Duchess of Windsor. he also
bought the chain of stores in England "Harrods" which sells Egyptian
artifacts and giftware. Not liking
who had loaned him the money for this, the British Royal Family ceased association
with him. They also did not like the fact that he
wanted his son to marry Princess Diana in the hopes that he could finally become
a part of the royal family. On the day Dodi
had boughten the engagement ring, they both died, which is why his father believes
the two had been murdered by the British Royal Family. (A good book to read
is "The Day Diana Died".) Did you know that the driver of their limo
had hit the 13th pillar in the tunnel which is what had killed them?
If you know more information which relates to any of this, Email
Me.
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April 2, 2007
Again that church calls out to Me. I found out the name and it is the "Holy
Rosary Cathedral", a Catholic Church (I am not surprised by the
name, nor that it is the very church which the man had handed Me literature
on and I had given him a psychic reading about his "brother".) I have
been researching more about this church and will comment on that later.
As for the book I was named after ("Lorena" by Frank G. Slaughter),
a slave of Mine has recently discovered through an online search that the author
had also written books on ancient Rome (The Thorn of Arimathea), Jesus (The
Crown and the Crown), and Mary Magdalene (The Galileans). I was astonished at
the irony that the author shared the same interests as Me. I immediately recognized
the title "The Thorn of Arimathea" and so I searched My vast library
of books and was shocked to find that book among My collection. I could recall
that I had boughten it years ago because the cover showed it might be about
ancient Rome and I love tales of Rome so I decided to buy the book. I did not
realize at the time who the author was and that he had written the book "Lorena"
which now seems to have shapened My life. Has My entire life been mapped out
for Me? If so, was it because My Mother's Mother was such a devout Catholic
and worshipper of the Virgin Mary that I was destined to be born on the Virgin
Mary's Birthday, My Mother was to name Me Lorena "The Queen" (She
read Frank G. Slaughter's book shortly before She had Me), I
would inherit My Mother's psychic ability, I
would be born in the year of the Horse (the Messenger),
My father was to become a Rosicrucian (an Egyptian religion),
I would be drawn to Goddess Isis and Queen Cleopatra and would choose Goddess
Isis as My Dominatrix name, the Angels would visit
Me twice (so far), I would be chosen to model for the statue of the Virgin Mary,
I would eventually rule over men as a lifestyle Goddess, etc, etc? (The list
of ironic coincidences seems endless) (See My
Profile for more). What were the reasons why I was chosen for this?
Of couse I fully accept the decision and the responsibility which comes with
it. I am merely curious to know how it all came to be.
I have been thinking more on Eden, Eve, and the apple. We now all know that
Iraq is where Eden once stood. Now what about Eve's name. Was it because it
was the eve (beginning) of time, or was it contrived from "evil",
as Adam is from "a damned"? Adam was not to touch the fruit. Was Eve
the forbidden tree which beared fruit? Was the snake in fact Adams's penis (which
manipulated and tempted Adam and Eve)? If so, where they sister and brother?
Food for thought.
I saw a very intriguing movie recently, titled "Stigmata". It mentions
the Nag Hamadi scriptures, the Gospel of Thomas, and the Gospel of Jesus, in
which Jesus informs us all to find the kingdom inside of us and not in a church,
since a church is only a building (a building of men who run it like a business
and want wealth and power). Not all churches are run corruptly, but too often
they are. It is sad to find a church's doors closed and locked expect for Sunday
service, to have a basket shoved in front of your face asking you for money,
to ask for 10% of your profits, to see gold and other riches in the decor, to
be asked to kiss the robe of the priest or to bow to him, to hear about the
rape of young altar boys by the priests, to see only men in power in the church,
to see Jesus only lying dead on a cross, to be asked to drink his blood and
eat his flesh, and to see the bible being mistranslated, misread, manipulated,
misconstrued, and wrongfully edited. However, do not lose your faith merely
because the church has disappointed you. Also, do not believe everything you
are told and read. Seek out the answers and you will find them. Ask and the
answers will be given. Listen and you will hear. Open your eyes and you will
see. We have been lied to for too long. There is no time to waste.
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February 28, 2007
My quest to learn more about Mary continues and more mysteries are unfolded.
There is a Catholic church which bells often ring at Me as I watch by (and which
no one can explain and understand since all the doors are locked, lights are
off, and it is never Sunday or a fixed schedule, day, or time when it happens).
So the other day I decided to investigate the church further since I was walking
by it again. It just so happened to be Sunday evening and a service was taking
place. I snuck in hoping not to notice or disturb anyone. Each time the priest
performed another ritual act, men would come around with baskets expecting more
contributions from the people. he drinks wine stating it is the blood of Christ
(are they vampyres?!). he then eats bread stating it is the body of Christ (are
they cannibals?!) (when Jesus said to his disciples to partake in the last supper
with him and to enjoy the bread and wine, could he not have meant something
less literal and grotesque by it?).
When Jesus said he was the son of God, could he not have meant he was a child
of God as we all are?
When he "rose" from the dead could Mary have seen his spirit, not
his body risen? Jesus's body could have been missing and the tomb opened simply
because it had been removed and taken some place safer.
Jesus is called the "Messiah". The Jews do not believe him to be.
Does Messiah not mean "Messenger"? Jesus was in fact a messenger so
why not accept the fact that he was a "Messiah".
As I am pondering these more logic possibilities I look around the church at
the many beautiful stained glass windows. I notice how almost all of them have
red roses in the design. I also notice the french "Fleur de li" (the
french national flower) embedded in the walls. Again proof that Mary Magdalene
may have fled to France. In fact is She not referred to as "Our Lady of
Lourdes"? (Lourdes is located in France).
Just in time before Easter the Metro Newspaper prints an article in it's February
26 issue on how a Canadian (Toronto) Documentary Filmaker (Simcha Jacobovici)
has supposedly found the coffin belonging to Jesus and which contains his DNA.
How do they know it's Jesus's DNA and coffin? The "evidence" is to
be on display in New York. The film is titled "The Lost Tomb of Jesus".
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February 13, 2007
I have studied further using My vast library of books and have learned the following:
-Isis, Osiris, and Horus lived first before all other persons who are listed
in the Christian Bible. Isis and Her son Horus were named "Madonna and
Child". Goddess Isis was named "Queen of the Heavens".
-Rosicrucians:
"The Order of the Rose-Croix" (Rose Cross) or Rosae Crucis, was formed
in 1489 BC by mystic scholars of Pharaoh Thutmose III.
(The rose is the flower which symbolizes love but it is also said to sybmolize
secrecy. Perhaps a secret regarding love or Women?)
-Pagans believed the Holy Ghost (or Holy Spirit) to be Goddess Sophia, Goddess
of the Earth.
-Mary, Jesus, and Mary Magdalene existed next. (Jesus also believed the Holy
Spirit to be Feminine, and he respected Women either highly or at least as equals
to males.)
-King Solomon then ruled and when having his temple built King of Tyre sent
Hiram Abiff to him to help build the temple since Hiram specialized in gold,
bronze, and marble detailing and other fine work. (1 Kings 7:13-7:45)
-Hiram Abiff concealed the "Secret Word of God" within the structure
of King Solomon's temple and when Hiram would not disclose this information
and location to fellow workers they killed Hiram.
-Order of the Knights Templar (Knights of the Temple) travelled in 1118 AD from
France to Israel and set up camp next to the location of King Solomon's temple.
Through escavating they found either what Hiram Abiff had hidden in the temple,
or the Holy Grail, or both.
-The Knights Templar wore a cross which consisted of 13 points (each point symbolizing
each of Jesus's 12 disciplines plus one extra point for Jesus, thus 13 points.)
The background on the cross was black and white checkers (which Freemasons use
today as their floor tiles).
-The Knights Templar also use a red rose as their symbol (which the Freemasons
and the Rosicrucians use as well.)
-It is written that the knights were accused of worshipping a black cat. I feel
it might have represented the Egyptian Goddess Bastet, who is the protector
of Women.
-King Philip IV had the Knights Templar trialed and tortured on October 13,
1307 and tortured for another 7 years until 1314 (not 1313?)
-It is believed that a few of the knights had escaped and dressed as Freemasons
(supposedly in "disguise").
-Freemasons call themselves "sons of the Widow" or "Widow's sons"
(Goddess Isis being the Widow of Osiris?)
-Freemasons study Kabbalah (as do Rosicrucians)
-Freemasons use the Egyptian Pyramid and "The Eye of Horus" as their
symbols (which is also on the US Dollar bill, and which the Illuminati/Ulluminati
uses).
-Freemasons of the past: George Washington, Benjamin Franklin, Franklin Roosevelt,
Theodore Roosevelt, Truman, Jackson, Ford, Winston Churchill, Ronald Reagan,
and many more presidents and male politicians.
Considering all of this, where is the respect for Womankind? Why are they calling
themselves brotherhoods?
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February 4, 2007
The other day I decided to enter a bookstore with a Girlfriend just to browse
through books for something to do during Our day of shopping. I found Myself
drawn to the tall rack of postcards and We both looked them over. She pointed
out one which She knew I would like. Suddenly My attention was drawn to only
ones with a religious theme. I then saw My Girlfriend going up the escalator
to the floor above. As She waved goodbye to Me I jokenly called out to Her,
"Say hi to God for Me." Perhaps the postcards with the "God Loves
You" theme had inspired Me to say that but at the time I only felt it seemed
appropriate to say because the escalator is so big and tall that is looks like
it reaches the heavens. However, later it proved to be for another reason. Once
I decided to leave the bottom floor and go up to the next level and I reached
the top of the escalator, directly in front of Me lay a large table with a huge
selection of "Religion and Science" books on sale. At first I did
not think anything of the significance. I glanced down at the titles, then felt
inspired to seek out others like them. I looked left and right away I spotted
the "Religion" section. Beyond it lay the "Christianity"
section. I walked over to the religion books and saw they were displaying the
books on Mary Magdalene quite openly (I assumed due to the popularity of the
book "The Da Vinci Code"). I selected a number of books on Mary Magdalene,
stacked them in My arms, and walked off in search of a chair. I found one close
to where I had earlier seen the religious books on sale. I sat down to look
through the books I had selected.
Shortly after I started to read, a song came on the speaker over head and I
could not help but notice another coincidence. It was a song by "The Beatles"
and the lyrics that stood out to Me were:
"Oh Christ you know it ain't easy, you know how hard it can be, the
way that you are going, they are going to crucify Me."
I immediately stopped reading and looked around Me. I saw a Girl in Her twenties
who had just recently sat down near Me and was reading a book. I noticed it
was a religious book on God.
My Girlfriend had found Me sitting there and approached Me. I told Her to listen
to the song playing above and then I showed Her the books I was reading in order
to get Her opinion on the irony of it all. Instead of shocking Her it only triggers
Her to tell Me about the religious books She saw on display at the top of the
escalator in case it might interest Me to read them. (Strange coincidences no
longer phase Her. She has come to know Me too well.)
Lately I have become even more psychic so a few weeks ago I had decided to research
Nostradamus further.
Nostradamus was born in Saint Remy de Provence, France on December 14, 1503.
It was interesting to learn that Nostradamus was Jewish and although his name
was later changed from Michel
de Nostre Dame to Nostradamus,
the real last name of his grandfather had originally been Gasone. Since Jews
were being persecuted in France to convert to Catholicism, his grandfather decided
to change their Jewish last name to Notre Dame in an effort to keep the family
safe. It was wise of him to use the name Notre Dame, since that was the name
of the Catholic church (which had been built over the site where the Church
of Isis had once been. The Catholics had burned down the Church of Isis belonging
to the Freemasons and built their Notre Dame Catholic church over the remains).
It is written that Nostradamus had learned astronomy (he studied the importance
of the planet Jupiter) and other spiritual beliefs (Kabbalah and the Prophecies
of the Bible) in his upbringing but once plagues spread (after men took over
the medical profession from Women) Nostradamus was sent to Montpellier University
in 1522 to become a medical doctor and received his certificate after only three
years of medical schooling (the plague increased and thus so did the need for
doctors). The doctors knew the same thing I know, that garlic has great healing
powers, so they soaked their clothes in garlic before visiting patients. However,
Nostradamus knew more. Not only was he extremely strict regarding the cleanliness
and sanitation of a town, it's people, and it's dead, and the quarantine of
a contagious patient, and the importance of not bleeding the patient, but he
also knew the great power of the red rose (the symbolic rose of the Virgin Mother
Mary). he created his own "rose pills" lozengers for his patients
which where made from 300 to 400 crushed red rose petals, rosehips (aka Ascorbic
Acid which is in Vitamin C, and which fights infection), cloves, iris of Florence,
sawdust made from the greenest cyprus, calender root? alderated calamus root?,
and lina loaves (lima?) (spelling might be inaccurate).
In 1534 Nostradamus moved to Agen, married, and had two sons (for
some strange reason his Wife's name remains unknown). he
met Julius Cesar Scaliger who studied philosophy and astrology. The plague then
took his Wife and both sons (during his absence?). The Inquisition was after
him for questioning (not surprising) so he fled to Europe. Either after or before
they had died Nostradamus travelled alone to Egypt to study astronomy and spirituality
further. When he returned to France he settled in Salon en Craux de Provence
and again married but this time to Anne Ponsart Gemelle, a rich Woman. They
had six children together. Around 1550 he began to write his psychic predictions
while upstairs alone in his study from notes he had. In 1555 and 1558 he sold
the predictions in books and made alot of money from the sales. he had written
prophecies on ten centuries but left the seventh unfinished, and had not yet
started on the eleventh and twelfth. At the age of 63 he suddenly stopped writing
them and then burned all of his notes. (Since he only wrote the predictions
after his first Wife's and children's death, and from already written notes,
and he had burned the notes after, and no one knows his first Wife's name, it
is My belief that the predictions could very well had possibly been predictions
made by his first Wife.) On July 1, 1566
he died of gout and dropsy.
Back to the subject of Egypt, the Sinai desert is located in Egypt and runs
along the border of Israel and the shores of the Mediterranean Sea. The
Sinai desert is said to have great spiritual powers which is why there is a
large church in Sinai and why so many people travel to this desert to meditate.
(Note how the name "Mediterranean"
is similar to the word "meditate".) Directly
across the Mediterranean
Sea from Egypt is France. Could the Sinai desert be where
Mary Magdalene had travelled to when She left Israel and fled to Egypt? Could
the "Gospels of Mary" been written there? She most likely left the
scrolls hidden in the caves then She was taken by boat to France (possibly while
pregnant).
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December 8, 2006
I love how Angels work. After writing the previous entry below on December 6,
the very next day (yesterday) I was walking with a Girlfriend when We passed
by a man who was standing by the curb. As We passed by he immediately handed
Us literature to read. I stopped in My tracks as soon as I saw what it said.
It was a paper explaining the importance of the Catholic Rosary.
For a long time I have believed there is no such thing as coincidence. Everything
happens for a reason. So obviously I was meant to come across this man the very
next day after writing about the rosary and it's meaning on My website. I did
not tell him who I was but I asked him if he knew about the rosary and it's
meaning. he said he did not know much about it and was only handing out information
on it but he directed Me to where I could learn more about it. I was surprised
he would know nothing about the rosary yet would be handing out literature on
it. So I lectured him on not knowing much about it himself. he expressed his
desire to learn more and begged for Me to enlighten him. I was tempted to send
him here to My website but quickly decided against it, knowing he might misunderstand
Me (since Goddess Club is more about Goddess Worship (than man-made religions,
which are mainly based on male superiority and male dominance). Instead I explained
to him the basics on how the rose is symbolic of Mary. I told him I was blessed
by Her by being born on Her Birthday and so She often speaks through Me. he
replied with anxious curiousity, "September 8?". "Yes",
I replied. So he asked for a demonstration. he asked if Mary speaks to Me about
him. So I did My usual meditative effort of blocking out all outside interference,
looked into his eyes, and waited for the clear message. It came, and it was
about a brother which Mary said belongs to his family yet there is a distance
and uncloseness between this man and his brother, mainly on his own part. So
I said to him, "you have a brother." he replied, "No, I do not
have a brother." I felt disappointed that I might have been wrong in hearing
the message correctly, because usually I am never wrong. But then he continued
and added, "Not in my immediate family anyways, but there is outside of
..." I stopped him there, pointed at him sternly, and said, "There
it is." his expression gave it away. I could tell he knew I had hit the
nail on the head. There was indeed a brother. Obviously one who he did not feel
belonged in his family but in fact should be included. Perhaps a half brother,
or a step brother, or long lost brother, or a brother-in-law who felt excluded.
he could even be a brother who is deceased but feels forgotten (the deceased
often reach out to Me for help.) I knew I had completed the mission Mary had
send Me there for. If I was to remain too long, as always I would risk him being
too drawn to Me and then the mission would be a failure because he would then
focus more on Me than on the message. So I just smiled at him and left, leaving
him to reconsider that brother. Hopefully in time for Christmas.
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December 6, 2006
I was happy to learn there is another church dedicated to Mary Magdalene. It
is the Russian Orthodox Church of Saint Mary Magdalene. (What is the "Mount
of Olives"?)
There are also several churches dedicated to Her on the small island of Malta.
The church in France which was devoted to Goddess Isis had been torn down and
the Notre Dame Catholic Church had been built on the site in it's place.
There is yet another similarily between the Virgin Mother Mary and Goddess Isis.
There is an Egyptian religion called "Rosicrucian", which eventually
became a religion of the Freemasons. you will notice the word "Rose"
in it, which was the symbolic flower of the Virgin Mother Mary, or of Mary Magdalene.
The freemasons also used what they called a "Rose Cross". Also consider
the word "Rosary", and even the name "Rosemary". It is no
coincidence that men give red roses to a Woman to show his love for Her, and
that Jesus was made to wear a crown of thorns, which was most likely taken from
a rosebush.
(Ironically My father had
joined the Rosicrucian
religion in the 1970's and I had been thrust into it as
a young child. It is where My interest in Cleopatra and Goddess Isis began.)
(Even more ironic, as a child I had named My teddybear "Rosie". It
was a black and white panda bear. I got it when My father and I were on the
way to visit the Rosicrucian Musuem in San Jose California. Before heading to
the musuem We/we stopped at a gift shop and I was immediately drawn to the teddy
bear. To this day I do not know why I had named it "Rosie". Years
later I met the best friend of a close friend of Mine (Mary) who's name was
Rose. Mary was nicknamed Angel by Her own Mother who was a devout Catholic.
It is amazing how everything in life relates. It is like a big mysterious puzzle
for Us/us to solve.)
Jesus was born from the bloodline of King David (some say in the tribe of Judas,
Judah?). Mary Magdalene was from the tribe of Benjamin. If they married Jesus
would become "King of the Jews", which is the real reason why they
called him this.
It has been a belief among the royal families for thousands of years that when
a star falls a new King is being born. This explains why the three Kings followed
the falling comet or meteorite that night and brought gifts to the new born
King. It is no surprise that Mary and Joseph took shelter in a stable that night,
since King Herod knew of this coming birth and fearing the loss of his throne
he had ordered all new boys being born to be killed. Therefore, Mary and Joseph
fled and hid in a stable. Seeing that Mary was about to give birth, no innkeeper
would risk giving them shelter.
When Jesus was given a crown of thorns by the Romans and dubbed "King of
the Jews", and then tortured and viciously killed for having threatened
the overthrow of the King's throne, Mary Magdalene then went to visit the King
and showed him a bloody egg explaining that Jesus is not dead but will live
on through Her. She was referring to the bloodline since She was pregnant with
his child. The egg represented an embryo, and being a bloody egg it meant a
new birth. It is believed She then fled to France, gave birth to a Girl child
which She named "Sara", and thus the bloodline began (or continued).
Thus it is possible that perhaps Jesus had not "risen". That may not
have been what She had meant afterall. Besides, if he had "risen"
he would have risen in spirit only and his body would not have been missing.
Where had his body gone? It was safely hidden from the Romans of course.
When Jesus had travelled speading his word, he was doing what all good politicans
do. They tour and meet potential voters to gain the faith of the people.
Is the Mona Lisa in fact a painting of Mary Magdalene?
Let us apply this same logic to the theory behind Eve. Why would God warn Adam
and Eve not to eat from the tree of wisdom? If it truly was an apple tree and
not a fig tree, even today We/we give apples to Female teachers as a sign of
their wisdom. In Chinese tradition it is bad luck to cut down an apple tree
if a Woman is going to be giving birth. Apples are also recommended for good
health and even for cleaning teeth. Why would God not want Adam and Eve to eat
apples if they are healthy to eat, would clean their teeth, and even more so
would give them wisdom? Also, when have you ever heard of a Woman not abiding
by rules and not going by the book! By far, it is men who make the rules yet
break them, and Women who follow everything to the letter (the reason why most
corporations and banks prefer to hire Female clerks and tellers)
However, if you still prefer to believe that Eve was at fault for man's worldly
mistakes and all because She ate from the tree against God's wishes, then the
fact that She ate from the tree of "wisdom" explains why She is now
smarter than Adam (A special thank you to the Woman who had emailed Me with
this interesting point of view).
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September
22, 2006
Having learned so much more since
My last "Spiritual Diary" entry, I decided I had better update this.
There seems to be so many similarities between The Virgin Mary and Goddess Isis,
and Mary Magdalene as well.
The calender of the ancient Egyptians begins on July 19, when Osiris and Isis
marry, and ends on July 18. The last five days are celebrated each year.
July 14-Osiris's Birthday (Isis's husband)
July 15-Horus's Birthday (Isis's son) (although on December 25 they also celebrate
Horus's Birthday with a feast. The Egyptian God Mithra was also born on December
25.)
July 16-Set's Birthday (Second son of Nephthys)
July 17-Isis's (aka Aset) Birthday (although on September 8 they also honour
Her with a festival titled "The Going Forth of Isis". I find it interesting
that September 8 is also the Birthday of the Virgin Mary, and My own Birthday
as well, and also that July 17 is My Mother's Birthday.)
July 18-Nephthys's Birthday (Isis's Twin Sister, and Mother of Set)
Even more surprising is that Isis and Horus were depicted in statues and called
"Virgin Madonna and Child" possibly two thousand years before the
birth of Jesus.
Osiris, Horus, and Isis (Father, Son, and Mother) were thought of the Holy Trinity.
Mary and Joseph fled to Egypt when King Herod commanded all newborn boys to
be killed in case any of them were the son of God and might take his throne.
The city of Paris in France translates to "City of Isis".
The french freemasons, who apparently worship Isis, had wanted to build a statue
of Her by the Suez Canal in 1860 but did not want to upset the Muslim community
and so had it built and placed in New York City. It is the Statue of Liberty.
It is said that Mary Magdalene had fled to France after the death of Jesus,
which is why so many in France worship Mary Magdalene. Malta also has many churches
devoted to Her.
In the 4th Century CE the
Roman Emperor Constantine had banned the worshipping of Isis and all other Pagan
Worship as the new religion Christianity had begun to spread.
The Mayan calender ends on either December 21 (Winter Solstice), 2016 or on
December 23, 2016, just two days before December 25 (Christmas).
I had My profile updated recently as I learned more about the similarities?
relevance? between Me, Goddess Isis, the Virgin Mary, and Mary Magalene. I suppose
it really sunk in when a Woman approached Me in a dream about it. I had the
dream on the night of My Birthday and it was what She had said that really left
Me wondering. Not only did I learn from that dream that I am a Medium (I am
often visited by dead people in My dreams. Most often they want My help in solving
their death. Freaky I know), but I also realized I have much more than an "aura"
(as many have called it). The Woman in My dream had walked up to Me and asked
Me if I am psychic. I asked Her why She would ask Me that and She explained
that She could see a "glowing halo" around My head. No one had ever
put it that way before. All this "aura" and psychic ability and other
abilities I have has a deep impression on My friends. Some say they think I
am the rebirth of the Virgin Mary, but I would never have the gaul to think
such a thing. Others say I am a real living Goddess (and more so than just a
way of living or thinking). Others have called Me a real live Angel (and they
did not mean just because of angelic looks or kindness). If you were to ask
Me, I suppose I would still give the same answer that I give to everyone else.
That I was just born under the right zodiac signs (Virgo/Virgin and Horse),
given the right name by My Mother ("The Queen"), blessed with the
(sometimes freaky) gift of psychic ability, have the required faith, and the
desire to help and guide others. Am I the incarnate of these wonderful Women
or Goddesses? Am I an Angel from heaven? I doubt it. If I were I would not have
made any mistakes in My life. I believe they just live through Me, that they
help Me to help others. That I am a sort of messenger (perhaps because I was
born in the year of the Horse). I do not believe anyone would be able to solve
this mystery. Maybe it does not really need solving. I will just continue to
guide others (whether living or dead), and spread the message they want Me to
spread, whatever that might be.
Respect Mother Nature and Womankind.
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June 21, 2006
I have seen the movie "The Da Vinci Code" twice now.
Although it is said to be a fictionous story, it also conveniently contains
many proven facts as well as theories and personal beliefs in order to make
an impression, inspire, and educate the viewer.
Here are a few additional things I have learned from watching the movie a second
time:
-The star is the symbol of
the Female.
-The male is the upright triangle/pyramid (penis) (face hands together and touch
fingers together, open palms), the Female is the upside down triangle (open
womb) (press palms of both hands together and form a V with your hands. When
these two triangles are placed together they form the Jewish star.
-It is written that Mary
Magdalene was born on the same day as Jesus. If this is true then it leads to
alot of interesting possibilities. Perhaps it was She who was in fact the Messiah?
Or the shared birthdate on the day of the falling comet made it destiny for
them to marry?
-Mary Magdalene and Jesus might very well have met in Magdala when Jesus was
sent away at 12 years of old for his schooling (typical at that time). She is
said to have been a Priestess of a Temple in Magdala (and he did apparently
learn from somewhere how to exorcise demons, as did Mary Magdalene). It is not
unusual that Jesus's Mother would send him away to Magdala for his schooling
since it is written that his Mother had been born in Magdala.
-Mona Lisa could have been a combination of Mary Magdalene and Jesus, rather
than a Female and male version of Leonardo Da Vinci, since it is known that
he was a member of the Priory of Sion who honours the importance of Mary Magdalene
and Her true relationship with Jesus.
-The rose represents Mary
Magdalene or the (possible) bloodline of Her and Jesus.
-People who have reported seeing visions of Angels or a Saviour, have always
reported seeing Mother Mary or a Female Angel, instead of God or Jesus. (I Myself
have seen the Angels twice in My lifetime so far. On both times they came to
Me on their own choosing without Me calling or praying to them, and I was not
at all under the influence of any drug or alcohol, and I was wide awake. The
first time I was seven to eight years old. Jesus came to Me as I was walking
outside and he lead Me to a glowing white circle of Female Angels where they
had given Me a message. The second time was when I was in My early twenties
and at an artist's home after I had finished modelling for his lifesize sculpture
of the Virgin Mary. After We/we retired to the living room a famous person dropped
in to visit the artist since he was a long time friend of his. he was very troubled
and worried about something in his life. As I faced him and watched him talk
to the artist I soon saw a white circle of Female Angels glowing behind him
so I told him. he broke down in tears and thanked Me, explaining that they had
previously played an importance in his life so he was glad to know they were
still watching over him and immediately felt better about his troubles. Again
none of Us/us had been drinking or taking drugs.
you may prefer not to believe because you did not see it for yourself, but rather
than believe because you have seen, instead believe and you shall see.
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May 8, 2006
Researching Mary Magdalene has been a great help in understanding why there
are so many conflicting theories, opinions, and stories regarding Her. The fact
that the movie "The Da Vinci Code" is coming out soon has increased
the number of books about Her. So far My favorites are "Beyond The Da Vinci
Code" by Sangeet Duchane, "The Magdalene Legacy" by Laurence
Gardner, and "The Gospels of Mary" by Marvin Meyer. Although each
author has Her/his own theories, they all make good points. It is up to you
which theory you wish to believe, but with the amount of research the authors
have done it is all quite convincing. Mary Magdalene has been done wrong by
not only the church and historians, but also by the other disciples/apostles
of Jesus. Apparently Jesus had been much closer to Mary Magdalene than his male
followers, brothers, and the church wants us to know. Leonardo Da Vinci knew
this, which is what the movie is all about. The movie is based on Dan Brown's
book, which is said to be only a fictional story, but he also based his story
on many well known facts. It seems Leonardo Da Vinci had painted Mary Magdalene
in his painting "The Last Supper" to be sitting on the right side
of Jesus (our left), but over years as the painting weathered other painters
had repainted over Her to be a very Feminine looking Peter, who coincidentally
had great jealousy over Her (as you can tell from reading both his gospel and
from reading Her gospel, "The Gospel of Mary").
The most interesting information I have learned thus far, is that Jesus may
have believed the "Holy Spirit" was/is in fact Feminine (Bruce Chilton
suggests this in his book "Mary Magdalene"). This would seem appropriate
for I never did feel that "Father, Son, and Holy Spirit" was correct.
The Feminine is missing. So "Father, Son (or Child), and Mother" does
make more sense. (What ever happened to Joseph anyways?) When hearing that Jesus
was the Son of God, remember that We/we all are daughters and sons of God. (Although
to learn about the bloodline of Jesus, that is another research project altogether.
Read the book "The Holy Blood and The Holy Grail".)
If Mary Magdalene were alive today She could easily sue for slaunder (and hopefully
win) since Her name and position has been dishonoured. She may in fact never
have been a prostitute afterall, and may not have even been the same Mary who
had anointed Jesus's feet with oil and Her hair. There were several Marys. His
Mother Mary, Mary Magdalene, Mary of Bethany, Many of James and Salome. It
is hard to believe that his Mother Mary and Mary Magdalene had both come from
Magdala, as some authors suggest. It
also makes it confusing to us all that not one, not two, but three Marys had
visited his tomb and seen either his rising, or that his body had been moved.
But the fact is that Jesus was so close with these Women that it is very easy
to believe the increasingly popular suggestion that his male followers and brothers
had resented the Women and so when writing their gospels they had re-written
the facts to pay less respect and significance to the Women in Jesus's life.
I do not at all mind helping to restore their good name. I suggest you do the
same.
On Mother's Day (May 14) remind your Mother of how much you appreciate, respect,
and love Her.
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April 20, 2006
I will be the first in line to see the new movie "The Da Vinci Code".
Leonardo Da Vinci has always been My favorite painter (Boticelli is My second
favorite), (Throughout My entire life I always felt "Mona Lisa" was
in fact a painting of Mary), and it will be interesting to see a new opinion
on the relationship between Mary Magdalene and Jesus and why the church wants
to hide this information from Us and keep it omitted from the bible. From what
I have investigated so far, apparently Leonardo Da Vinci had painted Mary Magdalene
in his painting of "The Last Supper" but (to please the church?) he
was forced to paint over Her to omit Her from the painting (did I assume wrong?
I have yet to read the book and to see the movie). Also, it is believed Mary
Magdalene may have fled to France after Jesus's death, but since the "Gospel
of Mary" had been found in Egypt high up in the hills near the cliffs,
it seems to make more sense that She fled to Egypt where Women were more respected,
and She had hid in the hills to write Her gospel about Jesus's death. As for
Her stating to the King/Caesar of Rome "he has risen" (referring to
Jesus), and showing him an egg which then turned to red, it makes sense to believe
She might have been hinting that She was pregnant with Jesus's unborn child
(thus the symbolic egg) and that through this Jesus will live once more (just
My theory). So much of the bible was omitted, edited, mistranslated, misinterpreted,
and also taken too literally. It is so easy to misunderstand what may have truly
happened and been said. In the end the truth shall be known. Whether Mary Magdalene
is the same person as the Virgin Mary or Mother Mary, or was a Priestess or
a prostitute or Jesus's Wife or Amos's Wife, or if Jesus had brothers or not
and if they were older than he, whether his Mother had truly been a Virgin or
not or merely born in the month of the Virgo, whether Judas had indeed betrayed
Jesus in exchange for money and tried to better his reputation by writing his
own version in "The Gospel of Judas" or not, whether Mary Magdalene
bore Jesus's child or children or not, whether Jesus had risen or if his body
had simply been moved and hidden to protect it, whether he rose as a ghost or
spirit or as a body or not, what truly matters is that they both had lived (there
is enough evidence to prove that at least!) and that they both had tried to
help people and make them live a better life. These were wonderful people whom
I wish I could go back into the past and meet. Otherwise, I will have to wait
until it is My time to leave this planet and/or body and I hope to meet them
in heaven. If I learn the truth of what had in fact happened in their time I
will try to let this message be known. Until then, I am the messenger on a horse
(born in the year of the horse), spreading the word as wanted by Mary (I realize
now that is why She chose Me to model for Her statue, perhaps because I was
born on September 8, Her date of birth). I appreciate the five gifts they (She?)
presented Me with on August 30, 2003 (the bible to read, pen to write, flashlight
to see, and gold trumpet to hear, and vial of liquid for ...?) and will keep
them in their safe place until I know of their intended purpose. I do not know
why I had been chosen to find these wrapped gifts in that deserted area of the
park, but I am certain one day when they are ready they (She?) will tell Me.
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April
3, 2006
I am pleased there is so much coming out
on the truth about Mary Magdalene's and Jesus's relationship, and about the
missing chapter from the bible "The Gospel of Mary". I very much want
to see the movie "The Da Vinci Code". Tom Hanks seems to have great
respect for Women (as does Rob Reiner and Paul Reiser) and he apparently knows
that Leonardo Da Vinci had great respect for Women as well.
So far I have learned the following:
-Jesus had gone away for schooling (which is why there is no mention of his
schooling years in the bible) and he had possibly met Mary Magdalene at a temple
where they both were being schooled (Her as a Priestess).
-Together they returned to exorcise demons from people (which they most likely
had learned from their studies at the temple).
-Jesus's brothers, disciples, apostles were jealous of Mary Magdalene and so
made every effort they could to edit and omit from the bible any mention of
Her name and Her good deeds.
-Thomas Jefferson removed everything from the bible which he did not understand
or approve of before having it re-written to suit his own personal opinions.
When studying or researching this controversial subject you will want to seek
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February 7, 2006
I find it shocking to learn that Iraq is where Eden had
been. It is far from being Eden now. (Since the bible states that life will
end where it had begin, it is obvious it will indeed end where Eden had been,
now Iraq). As for India, they are bringing such bad karma among themselves.
Did you hear about the hajj ceremony the muslims had on January 12 (13?), 2006
in Mena outside Mecca where so many people were crushed to death after throwing
rocks at large statues of satan? They should have known better. In fact I could
see it coming. Never laugh at the devil or taunt him. It is always better off
ignoring or avoiding satan. Never open the door to evil.
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January 3, 2005
Do you really believe that the Three Wise Men could
possibly follow a star? What happens when you watch the sky as you walk or drive?
Do the planets and stars move? No. Instead they seem to follow you where ever
you go. So how could the Three Wise Men have followed a large bright star to
where they believed a new king had been born? Easily. It was in fact a comet.
Throughout history it has always been believed that when a star falls from the
sky it is the sign of an old king dying and a new king coming to rule. In the
bible in Revelation it is written that when Christ returns at the end of time
(there is that clock again) that a comet shall fall from the sky. It also says
that Christ shall rule for 2000 years, which he has. It has now been approximately
2000 years. Remember, the solar system's clock is alot more accurate than the
word of man and his own made calender (ie: 2000 years before Christ had even
been born it was Horus of Egypt who had been born on December 25). So keep in
mind that man's calender is not very precise.
Note that the romans dubbed Jesus as being "The King of the Jews",
and in the bible it is written that Mary Magdalene had anointed Jesus's feet
with oil. It was traditional to anoint the feet of a new King.
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Perhaps I have been chosen to be a messenger because I was born in the year
of the Horse, and on the birthdate of the Virgin Mary (September 8). I do not
know for certain the reason. But what I am about to tell you may shock you.
On August 29, 2003 I was out enjoying the summer weather when I came across a Church where they had been handing out literature. I had been having some questions about the bible building up in My mind over quite some time so I decided to take advantage of this opportunity. I approached the church and talked to one of the men working there. I did not ask but assumed he was a pastor or priest. I asked him a lot of questions and soon the conversation centred on Revelation and remained entirely on that subject. After what seemed to be an hour I finally left feeling I had most of My questions answered.
The very next day I had planned on going to the same area of town but when I asked a Girlfriend what She wanted to do and suggested a couple of options She decided We should visit a park I mentioned, Queen's Park. So instead We went to this park. It was in another part of town. We had been there a few times before but not for several months.
When We arrived at the park We walked along a small trail where We had gone before but on this occasion My Girlfriend walked off towards a path that lead up a small hill. "I am going to see where this goes.", She said to Me with an adventurous and curious tone. I knew both Her and I had never gone up the small hill before so I too was wondering if it lead anywhere. I told Her I would wait for Her at the bottom while She went up the hill.
She soon returned part way down the hill with a startled look on Her face. She said, "There is something up there. You might want to come see what it is!"
She look so worried that She had Me concerned also. I asked Her what it was and She said it looked like someone might have left a birthday present.
I went up the hill. What I found has changed My life.
At the very top of the hill was a small clearing which overlooked the park below. In the centre of the cleared area of earth there was a large package laying on it's side on the dirt. It did look like birthday presents. It was a very large gift bag filled with wrapped gifts but something about it was not right. Around the gift bag of presents a line was drawn in the soft dirt creating a large circle around it. It looked like the circle was drawn as a symbolic effort to protect the gifts. I thought it might be Pagan. I started to realize the gifts had not been forgotten and left behind by accident.
On the outside of the gift bag there was a small note attached.
It read:
"For those who have eyes, let them see.
For those who have ears, let them hear.
Freely given, freely receive."
Because of the written message I again felt it must have been left there by someone who was Pagan.
After closer inspection I saw that each gift inside the gift bag was wrapped seperately and bound tightly with tape and string to tie it to the gift bag so that none of them could be removed from the gift bag. It was as though the person wanted the finder of the "gifts" to take the entire lot of them.
It worried Me. I began to think the worst. Is it a bomb?
I looked at My Girlfriend and decided only one of Us should risk their life. So I asked Her to go back down the hill and keep a watch for anyone who may come back. She did not like the idea of leaving Me alone with the bound and concealed packages but I assured Her I would be careful. So She went down the hill and I started to analyze the best way to cut the packages apart.
No sooner had I taken out My small pocketknife and began to cut away at the wrapping paper when She ran back up the hill and whispered to Me that a strange looking man was walking around down below. I asked Her what he looked like and She described a young man with jet black hair and dressed all in black. It was even more bizarre that She said he was wearing Egyptian style makeup on his eyes and he had Egyptian tattoos on his body. This I had to see!
From the clearing at the top of the hill I looked down at the park below and I could see him. he did look completely out of place at this park and he was looking around in a suspicious manner out of the corner of his eye.
I whispered to My Girlfriend to keep a close eye on him and I went back to cutting open the packages.
Soon She came back up the hill again and said with surprise, "he's gone!, he has completely disappeared!"
I thought She was right until I heard some noises behind Me. I looked and saw that he was peering through the trees on the other side of the hill. he was looking up at Me and again out of the corner of his eye, assuming that I could not see him looking My way.
I knew he could not climb up the hill on that side and would have to come around to the front where My Girlfriend was waiting on the trail so I felt safe to continue what I was doing.
Inside each package was a different item. Here is a list of those items.
-A bible with numerous sections of Revelation hightlighted (to read).
-A gold trumpet (to hear).
-A flashlight (to see).
-A pen (to write).
-A vial of liquid (which was exported from the Middle East)
I had almost fainted when I opened each package and saw what they contained. Only just the day before I had been talking to a pastor at a church about what the bible says about Revelation! I was not even supposed to come to this park today! I had intended on being in a completely different part of town! Also, I almost never go to this park! And what a coincidence about that young man dressed all in black and wearing Egyptian makeup and tattoos! (Egypt continues to haunt Me.) Did he leave this here? But he could not have made the tiny child-like footprints in the dirt to circle the package. Also, he would not have written such a religious and Christian note on the package. Instead he seemed to be a dark presence. Perhaps he was trying to prevent Me from finding the package. I decided to find out.
I grabbed each item and gently placed them back in the gift bag. I hid the gift bag of items by bundling it in My coat and with all of it tightly in My arms I walked down the hill and joined My friend. She motioned to one side to show Me that the young man had returned. he looked over at Us, again out of the corner of his eye and most suspiciously.
I boldly walked up to him and asked to see the bottom of his shoes. he gave Me a puzzled look but did as I asked. his footprints did not match those small prints which had made the circle around the gift bag and his bewilderment proved he did not know what was going on at all. I thanked him for doing as I asked and said he is not the person I was seeking afterall and then I just walked away leaving him to wonder.
As We left I noticed he followed far behind Us in a sneaky fashion but We managed to lose him and immediately headed to a crowded and trafficed area for safety. It worked. We lost him.
I went to a friend's place and had him take pictures of each of these "gifts" for Me. he also stored them safely for Me, where they remain to this day. Safe and treasured.
I visted another pastor the very next day (I found it very difficult to fall asleep that night!). In his opinion he feels these gifts were given to Me merely as that, just gifts to remind Me of the presence of God and to continue to keep My faith. But I always wonder if they were meant to be more. I have no intention of ever blowing the trumpet, nor using the pen or flashlight, or opening the vial. I will never be the one to break one of the seven seals.
But I do acknowledge the time is near. I have known it since I was about four years old. We have not been evicted but we have been given notice, and plenty of it. Our lease has expired because we did not take care of the land. Moving to another planet will solve nothing. man will only destroy that planet too.
Do not believe in coincidences just because you do not see the relevance. There is no such thing as coincidence. Everything happens for a reason.
Do not think people are crazy because you do not have the wisdom to understand them.
Do not disbelieve because you do not see. Instead, believe
and you shall see.
Supreme Goddess Lorena of Goddess Club
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From the Article: Revelation
Read about the Year 2016, the End of the World, and the Apocalypse: Revelation
Much more on Mary Magdalene, Jesus, Freemasons, Templers, Osiris, Horus, and
Goddess Isis
Learn alot more about Me and My special abilities: My
Profile
Books on Mary Magdalene:
Searching for Mary Magdalene-Jane Lahr
Mary Magdalene-by Bruce Chilton
Mary
Magdalene, The First Apostle-by Ann Brock
The Resurrection of Mary Magalene-by Jane Schaberg (Jane Shaberg?)
Mary Magdalene, Myth and Metaphor-by Susan Haskins
The Woman and the Alabaster Jar-by Margaret Starbird
The
Magdalene Legacy-by Laurence Gardner
The Lost Apostle-by Rena Pederson (note
the similarity of Her name to Mine)
The Magdalene Moment-by Joanna Manning
The Everything Mary Magdalene Book-by Meera Lester
The Gospel of Mary Magdalene-Jean Yves Leloup
The
Gospels of Mary-by Marvin Meyer
Venus in Sackcloth-Majorie M. Malvern
Peter, Paul, and Mary Magdalene-Bart D. Ehrman (aka: error man)
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The Jesus Family Tomb-Simcha Jacobovici & Charles Pellegrino
Misquoting Jesus-Bart D. Ehrman
The Jesus Mysteries-Timothy Freke & Peter Gandy
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Women in the Bible-John Baldock
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Not In His Image-by John
Lamb Lash
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The Nag Hammadi Library-James M. Robinson
The Gospel of Mary
Pistis Sophia
The Dead Sea Scrolls
The Gospel of the Egyptians
The Lost Bible
The original bible (before Thomas Jefferson had edited it)
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The Holy Blood and The Holy Grail-by Michael Baigent, Richard Leigh, & Henry
Lincoln.
Beyond
The Da Vinci Code-by Sangeet Duchane
The Da Vinci Code-by Dan
Brown (fiction)
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Websites on Mary Magdalene:
-Judith
Laura-Website
-Magdalene-Website
-Mary Magdalene-Website
-The Da Vinci Code on Goddess Worship-Website
-Passion of Mary Magdalen-Website
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Websites on Isis and the Virgin
Mary:
-Goddess Isis
-Truth
Be Known
-Mary-Isis
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Yahoo Groups:
-Goddess Christians-Yahoo
Group
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Other Books:
-The Once and Future Goddess-by Elinor W. Gadon
-The Moon and The Virgin-by Eleanor (Nor) L. Hall
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