by trainee slave sanjay
Video: Goddess Party
Has it really only been 25 days since i begged Goddess
Lorena to be accepted into Her email slave training programme?
It feels like only 25 seconds have passed! So much has happened
in that time, that to put into words what is in the heart and
soul is truly the most difficult for a non-wordsmith. my whole
life has been turned around from the off. Ever since i filled
out the application form, the subjugation and beginnings of complete
TPE began and Goddess Lorena took over my life. She controls what
i think, what i feel, what i say, what i do and what i strive
to do. The latter She does without even trying - just by being
Herself.
It all started from the moment i saw the Goddess Club link at
another website. What i saw when i followed that link, was a site
so different, that one has to investigate further and see just
how different it is, and how different Goddess Lorena is. From
when i first emailed Her to now, She had me follow Her list of
assignments. One each day. Thankfully, they were sufficiently
satisfying to not warrant being sent to the doghouse, so the submission
continues as She takes me over.
i have never been happier than when i am serving Her and the climax
of this is whenever She turns around and says that She is pleased
with what i am doing/my efforts in trying to do it. She is so
kind and understanding that some of the webpages off Her main
page, even go to the trouble of trying to explain and help Her
slaves to know what their roles are and to achieve these duties.
No other Lady that i have met, has ever come close to having such
a complete understanding of where a slave is at, what he is thinking,
why he acts in a certain way and what way he is likely to react
to given stimuli/commands. Add to this the type of classic beauty
that thousands of artists try to replicate in a porcelain emulation,
and you have a Lady who knows all that needs to be known about
the Goddess/slave roles. She has taught me a lot about my position
as a trainee email slave - that it is patently obvious that there
is a whole gamet of information still waiting to be acquired about
Our/our roles and that it will take this slave an eon to master
enough to bring a smile to Goddess' face. Ever since that first
day, no one thought controls this slaves mind more than the deep
desire to give my all to Goddess Lorena. She is the Goddess and
i can think of nothing else i would rather do with the rest of
my life, than to serve Goddess.
i have learnt to use the frustration of displeasing Her to nurture
my desire to improve and ensure that She is never displeased again.
Having displeased Her the once, nothing could quite prepare this
slave for the feelings of depression that enveloped him, when
She told him that She was displeased. From this i am pleased to
say i learnt to strive to improve myself, to be a better slave
for Her. The slave titles, although allowing a slave to see how
far he has improved in his submission to Goddess, are honours
that a slave has to work for and to be titled a worshipper, is
the ultimate honour for a slave.
Even though it is expected, She gets my utmost respect at all
times. Getting all males to question why they act in such macho,
selfish ways, is an artform that Goddess has Mastered/Mistressed
and the sooner all men realise Her way is the "only"
way that society should run, the better it will be for all members
of society.
She never shouts - She never needs to! The "bog-standard"
ProDom may need to shout and scream during a session, but not
this Lady. She is so self assured that it leaves a slave wanting
nothing more than to serve Her and serve Her well. Don't get me
wrong. Fear still plays a lead role, but purely in the fear of
displeasing Goddess.
She is also so kind that when She deems that a slave is deserving
of it, She will send rewards to a slave. No words can describe
the pleasure of reading that i had pleased Her, but this feeling
was multiplied by a thousand when She wrote that i would be getting
an audio .wav file. To hear Her sultry voice letting me know that
"I own you, you are mine" left this slave so happy,
that nothing could spoil the good mood.
Having completed all the assignments Goddess has sent me, i am
now ready to progress to the next stage with my training supplies
of videos, audio tapes, and CD.
trainee slave sanjay
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