by worshipper slave tom s.
Video: Egyptian Goddess
Most beloved and Supreme Goddess who is above all others:
i come before You as humbly as i can to report on what i hope you will agree, is one of Your greatest success stories! It is the story of how a lowly husband, devoid of guidance, came to understand his purpose in life thanks to She Who is Above All others, Supreme Goddess, Goddess Lorena!
my story began early back in 1999 when i stumbled upon my first on-line Domina Guide and realized how many incredible Women were out there with web sites. What i found was that most of them were either membership sites promising fetish pictures to satisfy the male need for visual stimulation, or they were web based advertising for Pro Dommes looking to add more clients for "sessions". Though it was extremely enjoyable to see these pictures of beautiful Women and fantasize about submitting to them i was never able to convince myself that it was safe to do so or that this experience was what i was really missing in my life. That all changed near the end of January 2000 when i first visited www.GoddessClub.com and stared into the eyes of perfection.
What i found at Goddess Club was The One individual who proved to be the most Superior Female in existence, Supreme Goddess, Goddess Lorena. While reading the content of Her web site i was awestruck by the sincerity of Her message and the way that it was communicated. Her brilliance was undeniable, Her knowledge of the subject matter complete, and Her beauty almost inconceivable. How could i possibly deny my desire to worship this Woman? Indeed, i had no choice but to email Her and try to communicate the worship that welled up inside me the minute i came to realize just how special She was. Given the fact that i was an untrained male my words and deeds were embarrassingly pathetic but She took pity on me and started to train me.
Through Her brilliant experience in training slaves i slowly became aware of the untenable truths regarding Female Superiority. i was a male and therefore my only purpose was to be a slave. That simple fact seems so obvious now but at the time it was so hard to understand the "completeness" of that statement. That is, i knew in my heart that i wanted to be submissive to a dominant Female but i thought that if i couldn't do it all the time that i had failed at being a slave. The concept of time-off seemed inconsistent with the term "slave". As a human being i needed some time for myself but i came to view it as a reward from my Goddess. The key for me was to keep getting constant reminders of where my place was in life.
Through Her continuous support and unmatched generosity i eventually gained the title of "worshipper of Goddess Lorena". At the time I felt that nothing could possibly be more exciting then that moment when She graced me with the title that further glorified Her greatness. Knowing that I had pleased my Goddess was the greatest feeling in the world! In the months that followed I grew closer to my Owner and even managed to plan a pilgrimage to Canada to see the Woman that i was so devoted to. That trip changed my life forever.
In planning to visit Canada by myself, i had to deceive my Wife of 10 years and my two young children about my intentions. I was feeling a lot of guilt by the time i arrived in Canada the night before i was to meet Her Highness, the Supreme Goddess, Goddess Lorena. Goddess Lorena had always been discrete and respectful of my original Owner, my Wife, which was consistent with Her Female Supremacy doctrine. What i didn't understand at the time of my visit was how much better Goddess Lorena would make my life and my Wife's.
For most of three days Goddess Lorena was the most generous and loving Goddess a slave could ever hope to serve. She had the most overwhelming presence i've ever encountered and it was truly divine in nature. i was constantly battling my urges while in Her presence. i bounced from awestruck to desire to longing and eventually to complete and utter joy at the knowledge that i had just experienced the greatest moments in my life. Fortunately, i followed my lustful impulses and made a mistake that led to the wonderful life that i am leading now.
After sharing the experience of an unbelievably wonderful dinner with Goddess Lorena, We/we went to a club downtown that had live music. It was there that my desire to submit physically to Goddess Lorena overtook me and pleaded for Her to dominate me sexually. We/we had a completely honest conversation about it. Our/our discussion led me to realize that it was not okay to cross that line (of being unfaithful to my Wife) even with someone as Glorious as the Supreme Goddess Herself. i never had been unfaithful to my Wife even though She and i have had our share of marital problems. my relationship to Goddess Lorena was the closest thing to cheating that i had ever done but Goddess Lorena was always respectful of my original Owner's claim to me. In the end, it was Goddess Lorena's suggestions of how to pursue these interests with my Wife that led to my happiness. That is why i have written this letter of gratitude to Goddess Lorena - to thank Her for Her unending wisdom and graciousness.
Shortly after returning home i realized that my role in life was to serve only one Woman, my Wife. She is no where near the Goddess that the Supreme Goddess, Goddess Lorena is, but no one else is either. She is however, clearly Superior to me and the one who allowed me to become Her husband. She has given birth to two wonderful children and is an excellent Mother. My role is to serve my Owner to the best of my abilities. Thanks to the training of the Supreme Goddess, Goddess Lorena, i am a little better at that now and understand the most important aspect of my submissiveness. My Wife is my Owner and how i respond to Her wants and needs is how i measure my progress. Through a combination of increased awareness to Her needs and better communication our relationship is better then it has ever been. Our sex life is new and exciting as we explore things that both of us used to be afraid to bring up in conversation. i feel like i am Her slave even though She doesn't acknowledge any awareness of BDSM or domination. i am being submissive wherever i find Her willing to dominate but i never seek out fetishes for my own benefit. Seeing Her much more frequent orgasms and overall happiness are the best reward a true submissive can have.
Unfortunately, it is impossible to serve two masters so for that reason I haven't maintained my relationship to Her Highness, the Supreme Goddess, Goddess Lorena as i should have. I didn't write this letter to take up any more of Her precious time but i still felt that i should take the time to express my sincere Thank You and let Her know that i will always hold Her in the Highest esteem. Therefore, my humble suggestion to all the husbands out there who are looking around on the internet for the something that is missing in your life that you cannot quite nail down, take the time to contact Goddess Lorena and experience the Grace that She will bestow upon all sincere people who come to Her for help. She is truly the most impressive human being i have ever met in my life and the one person, above all others, who deserves the title of Supreme Goddess!
Long Live the Supreme Goddess, Goddess Lorena, Boss of Goddess
Club and Queen of Femaria!
worshipper slave tom s.
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