by slave m.
Video: A Humiliating Experience
The journey of being a slave can be very difficult at times. Every now and then, the desire for some independance can rear its head and make a slave abandon what he has craved most all his life. i have been Goddess Lorena's slave for four years. In that time She has given me many experiences that i have treasured. At times the training was very difficult because Goddess Lorena has high expectations from Her slave. But i loved trying to serve Her perfectly. i truly believe i was meant to serve Her for all time. But even with so much love and conviction in my heart, i would sometimes run from my slavery. It was as though the overwhelming complications of trying to live the D/s lifestyle in modern society got the better of me and the simplest solution to the pressure was to run from the lifestyle. i always regretted it.
However, Goddess Lorena recognized my potential and was willing to allow me back into Her world with my tail between my legs. She is such a true and understanding Goddess. i am still struggling to be a better communicator and Goddess Lorena has been most patient with me. What makes this journey different for me is that it is not a game. It is not a play party or a fetish night. It is slavery. It is a man serving his Goddess with his mind, body and soul.
Goddess Lorena enjoys being carried in public and also indoors. When i carry Goddess Lorena and serve as Her shoulder riding pony in public, being tired and putting Her down is not an option for me. She allows me to gently put Her feet back on the ground when She is good and ready to dismount. i cannot describe the mental work that i must use to overcome my exhausted muscles and continue to carry Her until She grants me reprieve. But i love to carry Her and look forward to every opportunity to serve as Her mount and transportation. She can sometimes ride very cruelly for Her entertainment but i love every second of Her weight on me.
Goddess Lorena enjoys an eager mouth willing to serve Her needs
at all times. This can range from prolonged facesitting and anal
worship to toilet slavery. To have Her essence inside of me is
a bonding experience beyond words. i have never experienced deeper
submission. i have found i long for Her essences because being
Her toilet makes me feel so connected
to Her. The connection is amazing and has resulted in me drooling
for Her whenever my eyes are graced with Her beauty. i have never
craved anyone so much in my life. Even when i have been a stupid
slave and run from my slavery, one look at Goddess Lorena and
i am putty in Her hands. i hunger and thirst for Her essences.
i have read other accounts of how true bonding occurs through
toilet slavery and i must admit it is true.
Goddess Lorena enjoys servitude in all ways, whether it is domestic service or being Her chair to sit on. Often i throw myself on the ground for Her to walk on me because She has such an impact on me. She delights in pausing on me and bouncing in Her lethal spiked heels to see my face grimace in pain. i am in awe as i gaze up at Her beauty.
She is also a true sadist and although i don't like pain, it is a useful training tool. i must say i will gladly suffer for Her when i know my pain is arousing Her so much. It is a powerful combination to see Her get pleasure from my pain. my body is a playground for Her creative tortures. She also really enjoys suffocating me with either Her hands, Her feet, a pillow or Her gorgeous bottom. When She descends Her derriere onto my face for some smothering, the fear and terror i feel as my lungs are bursting for air is incredible. But i know She will allow me to live to serve Her again.
She will sometimes delight in humiliating me as She grinds
my face into some food in a doggy dish. She may use me as Her
ashtray or spittoon. She may slap my face repeatedly for Her entertainment.
Goddess Lorena uses me in anyway She chooses and i find as my
training continues and i get more mature, there is no doubt i
wish to serve Her forever. i will do whatever
it takes to succeed in my servitude to Her. The journey is well
worth it and i love Her with all my heart.
humbly,
slave m.
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