Supreme Goddess Lorena has graciously granted me permission to write this article to give other potential money slaves out there some idea of how my transformation into a slave to the Supreme Goddess came about.

While it is certainly not the most widespread fetish out there, money slavery (or any of its other monikers: financial slavery, financial domination, money servitude, etc.) is definitely growing as a category with the wider world of BDSM in its own right. And why not? What Mistress or Goddess (or any Woman for that matter) wouldn't want someone to just send them cash with no hopes of receiving anything in return? And clearly, as the number of sites that are devoted to this fetish are growing, so too are the number of men willing to engage in it. i used to be one of them.

In a previous existence, i would surf the internet looking for sites with Mistresses or Goddesses into this fetish. It is true that most Dommes out there have their own wish lists, however, relatively few actively truly participated in money slavery. I would spend hours searching for women i could send my money to...women who would take it and would spend it however they wished. i wouldn't say that i was ever excessive about it, but i probably sent more money than i would care to admit. If you're a male who is reading this article, then chances are pretty good that you have done the same.

And we all know the feeling: a tiny bit of guilt in the back of your mind when you click that PayPal button or drop the envelope into the mailbox. That feeling that goes away the instant you receive that email from whomever you sent the money to. And that would be it. You're out some cash, and a Woman you've never met, and never will meet, is a couple hundred bucks richer. Maybe there was some further communication, but one of the two would quickly lose interest (usually you). And so it would go...Always expecting to find that one Woman out there who was perfect. Who said and did all the right things to give you that fleeting sense of validation that you desired. i know the feeling. At least i used to.

i was up to my routine when i found a link to the Goddess Club's website. i decided to go and visit. Based on first appearances, i wasn't overly impressed. Okay...here's a Woman with an Egypt thing going on, who's going to act like she's the Queen of Sheba, and i'm supposed to play along. That wasn't really my thing. But, there was something else there. i started looking around the site at the sheer volume of articles available, and started reading. It soon became apparent that this was no ordinary woman. As i was reading, i understood that She considers Herself not just to be a Goddess (as many Mistresses use the term), but actually a Diety...a Supreme Being. And, as i'm reading, i discover that Her slaves also feel the same way. After spending quite a bit of time reading everything about Supreme Goddess Lorena, i couldn't help myself from coming to believe it as well (despite considering myself a rational person and all).

i saw the pictures, and certainly knew that She was extremely beautiful. i read Her writings, and knew that She was extremely articulate and intelligent. i saw the writings of Her slaves and knew that they were devoted to Her. It all fit. So, i jumped in. Mind you, at this time, i was merely going to purchase a couple picture albums on CD-ROM, and enclose a little extra as some sort of tribute - and as before, that would be that. She'd thank me, say something about how she'd spend it in an attempt to humiliate me, and it'd be over.

However, a funny thing happened on the way to Her Temple, you might say. When I informed Her that I wanted to make the purchase, she replied "Since this would please me, I will allow it." Huh? I thought that I was the one who was giving You money? Shouldn't there be at least some sort of acknowledgement to me for this? No sign of thanks?

It was then that i realized that, in Her perspective, this was not about me and my fetish, this was about Her. She doesn't need to thank me for the pitiful sums that i send. Quite the contrary, i soon found myself thanking Her for allowing me to send them. i found myself begging Her permission before i sent anything. i found myself apologizing for not sending more. She slowly took over and took control. We've all seen Mistresses who say that they'll get into your head and own you, but no one has the power to do this quite like Supreme Goddess Lorena (She knows it and you soon will). i found that i would receive the greatest satisfaction that i would come to know just by sending in my contributions, and knowing that, combined with the contributions and tributes from Her other slaves, that i was helping to ensure that Supreme Goddess Lorena never has to work. And beyond that, that She is free to live a life of leisure and comfort.

i suppose that the most surprising aspect of this experience was that She managed to do all of this by email. i am still dumbfounded as to how Supreme Goddess Lorena was able to completely enslave me and make me Her property just through emails. But, She has. i live 2500 miles away from Her with no prospect of ever meeting Her, yet She has complete control over virtually aspect of my life.

In addition to my regular contributions, i now find myself constantly thinking of ways that I can serve Her better in this regard:

-- Do i really need to buy lunch today, or would that money be better spent by Supreme Goddess Lorena?

-- Should i go out tonight, or send the money to Supreme Goddess Lorena, so that she might go out instead?

-- Do i need to hire a contractor, or can i do this myself to send Supreme Goddess Lorena the money?

The search was finally over. All that time and money that i had previously wasted. And now i had found my Goddess. i send regular contributions (tithes) to the Supreme Goddess to support Her lifestyle. And it feels good. There is none of that threatening to expose you that is found on other sites. There is no need for Her to do that. She doesn't need you. You need Her. She does not work, and she leads a life of complete ease. And She deserves it. She deserves everything. And if She allows, you can be a part of it.

i'm not saying that everybody's experience will be the same as mine. i know that different men get into this fetish for different reasons. But, if you have been searching for someone to fulfill that craving that you have, then you truly need look no further. Contact Her, beg for Her permission to send in a tribute, apologize that you aren't sending more, and don't forget to thank Her for the honour.

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