"Dear Supreme Goddess Lorena,

This is a plea for your help, kindness, caring, and compassion. I am a male that is going nuts with a burning desire, want, need, and an uncontrollable urge or whatever you wish to call it, for being a slave or sub. The feelings have been with me for years and they just seem to be getting stronger. I have tried hard to suppress them and it works for awhile only to resurface stronger than ever. I have told no one of this except for you at this moment. For years I have suffered with this thinking it would pass and it just doesn't.
I don't have any fetishes unless you call wanting to be a slave a fetish. My feelings are that the slave does what the owner wants to make her life easier and to put a smile on her face. Not having any fetishes, I am not looking for those to be satisfied. I was glad to see on your interviews link that you don't use safe words. My feeling is that the slave must do whatever he can to please his owner and that may mean taking more to please her. The owner must however be aware of the slave and what he can handle, not to injure her asset but to make it more valuable. Sorry, I got carried away there, I'm sure you don't care what I think. Especially since I have no experience. On the slave scale I'm not even a novice, I probably fall somewhere below a wannabe. :) I guess I am as vanilla as they come.:) All I have is this burning desire that was only increased when I saw your site because it mirrors my belief as what slavery should be. I envy your slaves so much I hope they understand how fortunate they are.

Why am I telling you and asking for your help? I was at your site and it is a
great site. Not only great content but the best thing I liked was its ease
of use. While reading links at your site I received an impression of you as a very intelligent women, one that also possesses common sense. This is not to overlook your beauty, that is a given, your gorgeous! :)

If you can help give this guy who is going out of his mind any relief it
would be great and much appreciated. I think of this constantly, at work, play, whatever, it is on my mind. I thought that maybe you had experience with others is this situation and could give me some ideas. If you could email me back I would be grateful, if not, I will understand. If you have read this far I thank you from the bottom of my heart, you are truly a fabulous woman!

Yours, Jim"

What this good slave has done to earn his honourable title and to be worthy of being posted on this board:

-October 27, 2003 he asked to enroll in My slave Training Program so he could gain experience as a slave and so I could train him to become a good slave.

-November 5, 2003 he purchased the instructional slave training video "How to Worship a Goddess, Volume One" so he could learn from it and further his training by obeying My strict commands on the video, and also the video "The Life of a slave" to see what a life of 24/7 slavery would be like.

-November 19, 2004 after being trained for a few weeks he stated the following:

"Dear Supreme Goddess Lorena,

A few emails ago i contacted You looking for help and guidance. i was
unsure of what Your response might be but was frustrated and somewhat
disparate. To my surprise i received caring, kindness, and compassion. You could have blown me away saying who is this jerk. You didn't, that was a class act. Having received an email like that i couldn't have blamed You if you did just blow me away.

The net has many self-proclaimed Mistresses and Goddesses many of which are bogus and mere entertainment.You are a true Supreme Goddess, a wonderful Women and a super human being. Not to mention one hell of a
chick. i mean that as a true complement. Seriously i want to say thank
You for being one classy person. You are indeed one of a kind. A very special person!!

Thank You for being You!!!

Yours, jim"

-December 5, 2003 he asked if he could mail Me a Christmas card. When I received it I was pleasantly surprised to find a tribute enclosed as well.

-December 9, 2003 he obeyed his trainee slave rules by begging permission to climax.

-January 5, 2004 he purchased the video "Ladies prisoner".

-he often expressed his appreciation for the trainee slave rules, for My time and effort in training him, and for any reward I gave him.

-February 14, 2004 he gave Me a Valentine's card and tribute to show his adoration.

-February 19, 2004 I sent him a summary of his training which showed a review of the training assignments he completed, his grades, and his progress so far.

-February 20, 2004 he expressed that he wanted to serve Me more and asked for ways and ideas in which he could serve Me better.

-March 10, 2004 he emailed Me stating the following:

"Dear Supreme Goddess Lorena,

Thank You for the voice recording reward. You are such a kind and gracious Goddess. It was indeed a pleasure to hear Your voice and was a complete surprise.

Goddess, i have become even more devoted and completely Yours. i don't know if that is even possible but it is how i feel. i feel like i am on a free fall with my passion to serve you being white hot. As i have stated in the past, i will never go to another Goddess, i am totally devoted to You. i feel like i
will never make it to be Your slave. Please make me Your slave.

Yours, trainee slave jim"

-March 16, 2004 I agreed to consider owning him and sent him My commands on he was to write his slave contract.

-May 3, 2004 I accepted his slave contract and took Ownership of this slave, making him My property. he stated the following in response:

"Dear Supreme Goddess Lorena,

Wow -- Wow-- Wow -- i don't know what to say. Wow! Thank You! Thank You! Thank You!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i Love it! i Love it! i just love it!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Wow ---what a feeling, You can't imagine how this
feels. i'm so excited, i'm shaking. Your so super!!!!!!! Thank YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i hope i can live up to Your ownership. my Supreme Goddess i am so honored to be Your slave. i think i read Your email 50 times. Fast, slow, in big type, bold type and than waited till morning to see if i was dreaming. Wow what a feeling!!!!! To You this may not mean much, to me it is fantastic. i wish i could properly describe to You my feelings.

Thank You! ------You are a wonderful Goddess!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i am sorry if this seems a little nuts, i'm just so excited i can't help it.

i'll stop now, i think You get the point.

Yours, (thank You!!!!!!!!!!!!!)

trainee slave jim"

-In May and June since owning him he continued to beg permission for climax, regularily mailed Me surprise cards and tributes to show his devotion and gratitude, and served Me by helping with computer software problems I had.

-June 16, 2004 he wrote an article for Goddess club's website on his experiences of being trained and owned by Me. (The link is below.)